She felt like her heart had been struck by a million needles; the intense pain made her breath catch in her throat. She reached out to grab at the nearest bottle of wine and threw it down her throat.
Song Qingchun finished almost the whole bottle of white wine before slamming it down heavily on the table. She raised her head to glance toward the stage. The lady was still performing the same song, 'We Have All Been Forgotten', but instead of singing, she was now dancing to the beat.
Her dancing ability was much better than her singing. Her seductive moves lit the venue up, and wolf-whistles kept on coming from the crowd.
The laughing and cheering of the people around her amplified Song Qingchun's loneliness and sadness. At the time, she still had the clarity of mind to realize that if she continued to drink, it could get dangerous for a girl like her who was there all alone, without aid… However, despite her better judgement, she grabbed another bottle and continued drinking.