[If I really loved you, as you wish, could you accept me once more.]
He watched her quietly.
Sharp as Mo Shichen was, how could he not detect the answer behind her attitude. Without her saying a word, he could guess everything she wanted to say.
"To have been loved by you even just a bit, actually, I feel quite fulfilled. It seems that my emotional life over the past decade hasn't been in vain," she said, lifting the corners of her lips in a rare, gentle smile, "But 'fulfilled' means it's over, it has come to a full stop. Adding anything more would be superfluous."
"I like to look at the present, to look to the future. I don't like looking back. I won't allow myself to hate you, but I don't want to love you anymore either."
His voice, deep and husky, asked, "Am I so unforgivable?"