somehow....I've managed to turn everyone against me, I tried Soo hard and for Soo long to be that friend I could only wish for,I'd prioritize them Soo much because I know how it feels,I know how it feels to be unwanted,to want to change the past,to want to recoverr,to heal...but have I?. After all this time I still can't say I have.Ive turned into someone Soo different that I wonder what my past self would think of me noww, she'd surely be disappointed and wonder where the Confidence,love and warmth,where it all went.
Now I sit here in pain when I recollect all my actions.
But now.... I've finally figured my life out I know what I want to do,want to be,I know what I want and I'm not changing for anyone anymoree. I'm going to be just Mee
and Soo what if I don't use curse words?,if I don't skip classes?,if I'm not mean to my teachers?,huh??.of what benefit is all that to you? to anyonee??.
I feel like people just do these sorts of things because their worried what others would think of them..they feel they have to fit in.but Me?
I love to stand out❤️.