Misha
Why does Parker suddenly want his book back? He told me he already read it and that I could take my time. It's not a big deal though. I finished reading it the day he gave it to me. I did want to reread it but oh well.
I enter my room and start searching for the book. My room is just as bare as Rin's was at Parkers. All I have are books. I don't feel the need to buy anything. I have everything I need provided by the palace and I don't have any bills. There's no need for me to buy anything when I won't be using them later. I just saved it so when Rin returns he will have a nice little savings. Maybe he will take a trip or do something he always wanted. That's what I hope he does at least.
Ah, I found it. I stop for a moment and realize this is the first time I have been alone since earlier. Why does my heartbeat sound so loud? This room isn't small but I feel so suffocated. I need to leave. I don't want to be alone any longer.