Hm...so, what do I do now? It's been two whole months since I killed the Puppeteer, and ever since then, I haven't felt the motivation to do anything, I've just felt so deflated and listless.
After the battle, I found myself heading to the mansion in the forest where Xandra had died, I don't know why I went there, it was a decision I made almost subconsciously.
I had no idea what I wanted to do next with my life, I don't even have the motivation to properly think about it.
And it's really starting to sink in, what it means to have this body of mine...I don't age, I can regenerate any injuries, I've literally recovered from being turned to ash in a nuclear explosion, I don't even need to eat or drink.
Even if I use a Suppression Collar to block my powers and then kill myself, I'll probably come back to life at some point in the future, the collar would eventually degrade, or maybe it won't work once I've fully rotted away...and then, my Black Blood would bring me back.
