Hannah
i wonder what good will come to my life, It's just awful with the same old stuff, same old people, same old skin, it makes me sick. i just want this everyday torture to end. I might just be asking for trouble at this point but to be honest I'm okay with it i suppose, as long as it keeps me pre occupied and not bore me to death I thought, that might just be the stupidest thing i said. I'm not saying i regret it but it just sounds quite funny now that i think of it.
"I really think this year will be my year", I prompted.
"Hannah you literally said that last year too but was it really any different?",asked my little sister Julie.
I mean she isn't wrong but this time I can really feel it!! I think.
"hey is that supposed to motivate me?",I pout as I throw a pillow right at her.
"just saying!", she says holding up her hand in defense.
"Hannah"
"yeah?"
"Have you ever fallen in love? or really liked someone?"
"not really, have you?"
"nope!"
"great since you're not old enough for that shit anyways"
"what's that suppose to mean? whatever I'm going to study, you should too"
I really should but instead I've just fallen on bed staring at the ceiling.
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" Hey do you know what happened yestesday?", Sarah said as her eyes glowed up.
"no Sarah, i won't know unless you tell me"
Sarah rolls her eyes,"okay so Alex added me, he sent me a request and now we talk almost everyday, it's mostly about asking work from each other but you know i think it's just an excuse to talk to me"
"really? cool, he's probably interested in you if you guys talk everyday"
"almost everyday", Sarah emphasized.
"right, almost", I said laughing when i bumped right into someone.