The year 2016 was an unforgettable day a memory that will stay forever, I found out I was a twin when I was born by that time I was 14 years old my mother told me the truth i lost my twin brother through childbirth he died when i was born can you imagine how i felt anger rushing all over my body i could feel the pain from my heart godh that moment i was so upset to the point i started to question God why me and why him WHY did you do this to me sooner or later i also found out it was the idea of my step mother trying to kill two birds with one stone always knew I was different and unique. I always felt it in my bones it's a feeling where by I can't fully express You don't know how crazy you can be until you bicker with an identical twin over who is prettier,perfect,smart and Having another person know your every thought can be a real gift and a real curse. Years passed by i felt my step mother hatred for me i never understood why she was acting like a sneak under grass sooner i realised she was telling her children shit about me so they could ne cold indifferent towards we and I still remember my step sister telling this to my dad when I was younger "Daddy why didn't Claudia die when she was born?" SAME FATHER DIFFERENT MOTHERS. In total, I've 7 step siblings 4 from my step siblings side and 3 from my step father side SAME MOTHER DIFFERENT FATHERS.
Growing up was a living nightmare,I went through a lot of hardship and challenges God that day was the worst years of my life Fuck.
I was a little kid trying to balance everything going on in my life and I knew I was a nerdy type of person,a book lover,quite and introvert. The idea of losing someone who's so important is wild and unimaginable experience in a life time I didn't think you would become this important to me we were two strangers and now I can't imagine my life without seeing you ever again. you're the only thing that has always felt right in my life always felt safe and at home a sense of peace you hold a piece of me the piece that makes me feel complete and when we are close to each other together I'm finally home in your arms.