She found herself terrifying.
...
Yuan Xiaobai came to visit Jun Yu at the police station.
Jun Yu looked at Yuan Xiaobai, curiously... she didn't hate Yuan Xiaobai that much.
Because, like her, Yuan Xiaobai was an outcast.
They were both despised by Jun Ce, schemed against by Jun Ce.
Even when... Yuan Xiaobai revealed her feelings, exposing her unrequited love for Jun Ce to the Jun Family, she didn't hate Yuan Xiaobai. Because... Yuan Xiaobai was just as pitiable as her, loving a man she couldn't have.
Both she and Yuan Xiaobai deeply loved Jun Ce, and she could empathize with Yuan Xiaobai's pain of loving Jun Ce yet being unable to have him.
She and Yuan Xiaobai, both castaways in the world.
She felt hatred, jealousy, and also a kind of mutual understanding towards Yuan Xiaobai.
Even, she was somewhat grateful to Yuan Xiaobai.
