Chapter One Hundred-Twenty-Two:
Edelweiss Kingdom
Del Gazini's Residence
"That is exactly my question, Lady Siara. How did you do it?" Sybil seriously asked.
"But… I don't have any recollection about it. That's why I couldn't answer your question." I replied. I don't know why I feel like I really know what I've done but I just can't really remember exactly how. I let out a deep sigh before I think of what I can ask Sybil yet something happened, my heart suddenly beats fast for a reason I don't know. I quickly hold my chest as I feel hard to breathe.
"Love?" I heard Haimon's voice and I already knew he heard my heart pounding fast. "Are you alright?"
"Ye-yes." And I force a smile. "I think I'm just nervous, that's all." I justified myself as my heart continue to beats fast. I could hardly breathe properly and slowly I start to feel pain but I had to hide it because I knew Haimon will be worry and another thing I don't want my father to know what was happening to me. Maybe he'll actually take me away from Haimon and we will be completely separated. Something I don't want to happen. So, I secretly close my eyes as I take a deep breathe then face them. "I think I had enough. I just wanted to rest for now."
"But you have no intention of knowing what caused you to suddenly lose some memories?" Sybil asked.
If I will tell the truth, I badly wanted to know why but the thing is I can't because right now I don't feel good so it's better to ask next time since I can wait for a little bit.
"I can ask about it next time for now… I'm just too tired I want to rest. I'm so sorry." I answered as the pain grows more.
"I think that's enough for now." Haimon immediately agreed and I am very grateful for his concern because I might not be able to hold on to this pain that begins to eat me. Unknowingly my hand grips tightly through my chest as my heart beat faster.
"Alright," Sybil replied. "If you want some help, I can help you anytime." She agreed then said goodbye leaving us both alone.
"Love?" Haimon immediately kneeled at my front and hold my hands firmly. "Are you sure you're alright?" he worriedly asked.
I smile. "Yes, I'm fine. I'm just tired and got a little bit nervous that is why I suddenly feel sick."
"Alright, I'll take you to our room." He said and helps me to stand up. "Wei, you may rest now. I'll take care of her."
"Yes, Duke Haimon. Princes Siara." She answered as she bowed before leaving us.
"Let's go."
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Somewhere…
"Khawar!" Corey rushed into my room.
"What is it?" I calmly asked.
"Bela! Yam riyayanang as yakan!"
"I know."
"What?!"
I stand up and turned to him. "Honnamihu ak ang, Corey." I commanded then ask. "Ansana yasi?"
"Sana basla ngal yasi ng hayba." He answered.
I quietly walked out of my room and immediately went outside the house to find Bela. I quickly saw him standing at the garden motionless, just like a lifeless status. As I get closer to him, I saw that his eyes turned white while his aura becomes lifeless and cruel as the darkness begins to envelope him.
A smile suddenly forms from my lips. "Good sign." I said while I keep staring at Bela.
"Ha?!" Corey surprisingly reacted. "What are you talking about?"
"It only indicates that the one that we are waiting for has finally awakened." I replied.
"Really! Then, that's good news!" he excitedly answered.
"Yes, it is though…"
"What?"
I walk towards the horizon. "His sudden awaken won't be long because the destined to happen isn't really complete and we still need to wait longer."
"However, it's a good sign that he is beginning to wake up, right?"
"Yes, indeed. And we only hope that it will last long."
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Del Gazini's Residence
I immediately grab the bathroom sink after Haimon left me alone and quickly open the faucet to let the water drown my silent scream. It is because I'm almost consumed by the intense pain I'm feeling at the moment though it begins to fade slowly still, I didn't want Haimon to know what's going on with me. I rather choose to keep quiet and let this unknown pain vanish without Haimon knowing about it.
What's wroing with me? Why my heart beats too fast as I try to recall my lost memories? And the more I think of it, the more I badly wanted to retrieve it no matter what it takes. Even if it weakens me, I will surely find out about it.
I take a deep breath before I stare at myself through the mirror.
'What did I lose this time?' I asked myself silently. Not knowing that there was someone waiting to speak with me.
'Wagana yangni singgima yaka ak maradakana ng dingtinma kitsa as yongga.'
Suddenly I heard a strange voice, I couldn't even figure out if it was a man's voice or a woman's voice and strangely this person spoke an unknown language. Which build up my curiosity to know who this person was?
'Who are you?' I asked.
'You are me. I am you."
'What?' I was confused by her answer.
'For now, you won't be able to understand the strange things happening around you. However, as you process to wake up, gradually everything will uncover and you will finally learn the truth. Of whom you really are and why do you need to feel pain as you journey through the truth of the past.'
'I don't understand you.' I answered. 'What truth lies upon the past? And why do I need to suffer in this unknown pain?'
'As I told you… Gradually you will understand everything. But for now, we need to go back to our sleep because even I, I'm not ready to unfold the truth.' Then everything darkens.
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