Lee was engrossed in thoughts and didn't hear what the merchant next to him blabbed about. His thoughts ranged from why the hell did I ever think to start the revenge? to what am I supposed to do with my life?
Fortunately, in the long struggle of self pity and remorse, it was the common sense that won in the end.
'What the fuck am I doing?' Lee thought, 'The whole revenge thing was supposed to be something fun! Something to spice up this life! Why I'm pussying out all of sudden? So what if she's super powerful now? That only makes it more interesting!'
Yes, during the years he was going back and forth with the idea of revenge, and yes, he had suffered because of it. But the drawbacks were caused by his own foolishness and, objectively speaking, his life surely was much more fun than it could've ever been in Sunwell. His life wasn't boring at all!
