Season: Summer
Weather: Sunny, I guess from the look out the window. In hospital.
Day of the week: Friday
Date: 10th February, 2024
It's a miracle! I'm home! I somehow finally got discharged! I'm home! I'm so happy. So glad. So relieved.
It'll be quiet. I can sleep in my own bed. No nurses disturbing me all night to get my obs. A pity there would be no more ready made meals though.
The shameless boss usurped Stony Boss as my driver, making use of his authority as THE biggest boss of all to bring me home. Then he forced me to give me the spare keys to my apartment. He and Stony Boss can pay the exorbitant sum to get an extra set of keys made. I decided to leave them arguing with each other next to Captain Hank Ted and go to bed.
But only after sending Bezel a quick message to see how she was.
I was so happy that I had jumped around in excitement and kissed both bosses on the cheek before going to bed, not even realising what I had done until later when I was already snuggling down into my bed to start writing before sleeping. No wonder they had both suddenly gone quiet. Ugh. What had I gone and done?
I'm so embarrassed.
Why did I do that? I get impulsive when I'm super happy. I tend to kiss the nearest thing I can reach. Ugh. No. How was I going to face either man later? I was meant to cut off any hopes they had for me. Now I'd gone and put my foot in it. They would likely overthink it and think I was encouraging and thanking the both of them. Not that I wasn't thankful and didn't mind giving them a 'thank you' kiss, but rather... This issue of tangled relationships was a big problem, because neither man was willing to accept my rejection.
Couldn't they see that I wasn't worthy of them? Was I going to have to spell things out for them? I was, wasn't I? It's just that by bluntly rejecting any of their advances, would they become angry out of embarrassment and humiliation? Surely not, right?
There was a woman in the neighbouring building I heard of who rejected her manager's advances quite clearly. It wasn't her fault that he had confessed in public and so had to suffer from the embarrassment and humiliation of being turned down in public. Anyway, his love turned to hatred and he ended up misusing his authority to give her trouble, resulting in her resigning and then not being able to find any work. And then she had been kidnapped by some dirty ruffians, only rescued on the verge of death a few days later when police busted the ruffians' residence.
The women in our building were still debating over how a woman should react in that kind of situation in order to protect and defend herself. I wasn't sure either but the main point was to never get yourself into that kind of situation if you could help it to start with.
Stony Boss and the shameless boss wouldn't do something as horrible as that to me, would they? They seemed nice and professional, but who knew what they were really like in private. Just like Bezel's evil best friend back home. That evil guy was very professional, clean and pure in public. But in private, he had the blackest, stinkiest heart, full of malicious schemes and grudges. His and Bezel's uncalled for paranoia made it difficult for me to get close or be willing to get close to anybody. I didn't dare. Just in case they became a target and were used as target practice in order to teach me a lesson.
Ahem.
Moving on and away from the darker thoughts, tomorrow and in the next few days, I was going to need to clean the entire apartment again. There was dust everywhere after I had not been around for a few days.
What should I cook and eat tomorrow? What should I do?