*Leonora*
The drive back from the clinic was silent. I should be happy, ecstatic even but I didn't know how to feel. There must be something wrong with my mind, right? Other people would be happy about the result they wanted but why wasn't I? I wished the results were the opposite of what we got because nothing could explain why I wasn't getting pregnant.
"At least we're both fertile and clean." Jax joked in a bid to fill up the space in the car. I didn't even want to talk. I just wanted to go back to the apartment and sulk. I couldn't necessarily tell him how I felt because he wouldn't understand. His mind doesn't work the way mine does and it would always be that way. He wouldn't understand the pressure that the council put on me. They literally pointed out that my only role is to pop out children for Jax and I should get pregnant as soon as possible. He wouldn't understand that all of this was for his benefit and legitimacy to the throne and I was merely an object.
