In despair Esmund stands up from the couch and leaves my side. Towards the door he walks at a fast pace, hoping to flee from reality like I did a while ago.
However, when I watch him as he walks further away from me, tears begin to choke me up. As if he is taking the oxygen with him, it suffocates me so terribly when he leaves me.
It is almost like my legs are acting on their own, towards him I chase. As soon as I reach him, I cuddle him from the back. I wrap my arms around him in order to trap him here with me. On his back I bury my face as I let my dignity free and break down in tears.
This time, before I realise, I have become the one who begs him to stay, "I have lost Henley… I don't want to lose you too…"
I don't care if he came to me with an intention, I don't care how it is going to end between us, and I don't care if he is a true demon from hell…
