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Chapter 46 - Aurynith and her Complex for Following Nael

Night descended, draping the mansion in a dark, oppressive shroud. The lone, pale moon cast its glow over the frozen gardens, where the Phoenix's touch had left shimmering trails on the ground. I sat in the dining room, the silence shattered only by Nael's footsteps descending the stairs—each one ringing like a quiet omen.

He entered, tall and commanding, his eyes sweeping the space as if hunting for something out of place. He sat wordlessly, and with a gesture so subtle it barely registered, dinner materialized: rich meats, fruits fragrant with far-off lands, spices that swirled in the air. The Phoenix, now small enough to perch beside me, chirped softly, mirroring the way I gripped my fork.

Nael ate with the precision of a ritual—steady, measured bites. I watched him, caught between awe and an irritation I couldn't name. —"What do you think of her?"—I asked, tilting my head toward the Phoenix.

He paused, fork hovering, and met my gaze. —"She's useful. Serves the purpose."—His voice was flat, but his eyes… they harbored something unspoken.

—"You always talk like everything's an equation,"—I shot back, slicing my meat with more force than necessary.—"Can't you be a bit more… I don't know, alive?"

—"Alive?"—He lowered his fork, and for an instant, I caught a flicker of amusement.—"I don't need to feel to function."

The Phoenix trilled sharply, almost a laugh, and I chuckled despite myself. —"See, even she disagrees."

—"She's just mimicking you."—He resumed eating, but the space between us thickened, a storm brewing in the quiet.

Dinner ended, and the heaviness in my chest deepened. Nael's beasts flickered into view briefly—sleek, shadowy forms in the room's corners—but they only watched before vanishing, leaving the silence louder than before.

—"Good night,"—he said, rising, his voice dry as a brittle leaf.

—"Good night,"—I echoed, but my words felt frail, weighted with something unnamed. He ascended the stairs, and I lingered, staring at the Phoenix. She gazed back, her eyes alight, as if she saw through the tangle I was still unraveling.

He's a wall, I thought, rubbing my face. But walls have cracks. And deep down, I knew: that day, with its creatures and silences, was merely the opening of something vast, something that would consume us entirely.

In my room, silence settled like an uninvited guest. The bed, too soft, seemed to cradle me, yet the burden on my shoulders refused to lift. I closed my eyes, seeking escape, but my thoughts buzzed—restless, relentless. Outside, the wind sighed gently, carrying the distant murmur of water threading through the garden. The night felt alive, weaving shadows I could nearly grasp, secrets cloaked in darkness.

Something's coming, I thought, my heart clenching. Something the silence can't contain. Sleep claimed me then, light as a feather, fragile as a thread stretched to breaking.

Morning crept in timidly, veiled in mist that softened the world's edges. I opened my eyes slowly, wrapped in a strange sensation—a faint, almost joyful whisper, like the remnant of a forgotten dream. Rising, my feet met the cold floor, and I drifted to the bathroom, still dazed, yet tugged by a thread of curiosity.

Warm water cascaded over me, a tender embrace that washed away the night's lingering ache. The scent of oils rose, sweet and enveloping, turning the bath into a sanctuary I longed to linger in. I stepped out, slipping into light clothes that brushed my skin like a breeze, and wandered through the mansion's halls. The morning's silence trailed me, gentle, almost companionable.

But everything shifted when I saw Nael. He descended the stairs with that deliberate stride of his—each step purposeful, resolute. He didn't notice me at first, his gaze fixed on some distant point. With a curt nod, barely a murmur, he summoned me to the garden.

Outside, the gray sky couldn't dim the place's vibrancy. Ice and fire flowers intertwined, glowing in hues that defied nature, while the dew-kissed grass gleamed like a fractured mirror. The sound of water rushing beneath the earth hummed steadily, a secret the ground held close.

Nael paused by a fountain, his hands resting firmly on its marble rim. I studied him—his towering frame against the vivid green—and sensed something… off. It wasn't his usual detachment. A shadow lurked there, expertly concealed.

—"Why are you like this today?"—The question spilled from me, unbidden.

He turned his head slowly, his stare slicing through me like a knife. —"And you? What did you come here to find?"

I swallowed hard. Nael carried the weight of the world in his eyes, and now I yearned to pry something real from him. —"The answer,"—I whispered, almost unwillingly.—"Something I haven't grasped yet."

He held my gaze, searching, as if seeking a piece of me I hadn't yet found. —"Then let's see if fate delivers."—He stepped forward, calm yet radiating a force that charged the air.

I followed, my pulse uneven, eager for whatever lay ahead.

The silence stretched between us like a taut wire, but Nael eased his pace, and I trailed him through the garden. The flowers pulsed faintly, their scent a blend of frost and flame, while the dew sparkled as if the earth had been strewn with stars.

For a moment, the burden of what awaited beyond these walls vanished. Nael walked ahead, less remote than before, his eyes drinking in every detail as if the garden belonged to him. We stopped at a small fountain, its water bubbling between stones with a sound ancient and alive.

—"This place isn't just a garden,"—he said, his voice low, confiding.—"It holds stories… and the dreams of those who tread here."

I stared at him, probing for what he left unsaid. There was a connection, a bridge between us and this space, but before I could press, he moved away, gesturing back toward the mansion.

In the dining room, breakfast awaited: fresh fruits, warm breads, juices bright with the scent of sunlight. Nael pulled out my chair—a brisk, habitual motion—but his eyes… today, they weren't so cold. I sat, and silence returned, soft now, almost beckoning.

The aroma of warm bread and ripe fruit filled the air. Nael drew my chair out, swift yet deliberate, and though his gaze held a spark—something not entirely icy—I settled in. The silence descended again, but it felt different—warm, alive.

Coffee warmed my lips in slow sips, the food a gentle comfort on my tongue. Words came hesitantly, testing the air between us.

—"Do you walk alone out there?"—I asked, my fork poised midair.

He nodded briefly. —"The garden helps me think. Away from the noise."

—"And where do you really think?"—I countered, a challenge threading my tone.

He paused, his eyes locking onto mine, weighing my words. —"Where time doesn't press… and things reveal themselves."

The air grew dense, our stares clashing like a silent duel. It was a dance without rhythm, each of us peering into the other while guarding our own truths. Tension swelled, the quiet morphing into a storm on the brink of breaking.

Breakfast transcended mere sustenance—it was a hushed ceremony. The clink of cutlery on plates, the steam curling from hot coffee, the fleeting brush of our arms as we reached for bread. We spoke little, but the glances—oh, they carried volumes. A quick look, a spark snuffed out before it could blaze. Something cracked within me, a hairline fracture in the barrier I'd raised between us.

—"Do you like the coffee?"—I asked, my voice rough, shattering the stillness like a stone through glass.

Nael lifted his eyes, his composure almost maddening. —"It's good. Strong."—A clipped answer, yet the way he cradled the cup, fingers steady, seemed to bear unspoken weight.

We finished in silence, but the atmosphere had shifted—thicker, richer. It wasn't just the coffee's scent or the morning's soft sounds. It was something growing between us, a shadow I wasn't sure whether to confront or welcome.

—"Can we stay here a bit longer?"—My voice wavered, a plea cloaked as a question. I wanted to linger, to savor this place, this quiet that hinted at more than I could articulate.

He regarded me for a beat, his face impassive as stone. —"We'll stay for about 30 days."—His words fell like a decree, as if time itself bent to a will greater than ours. A shiver ran through me—not fear, but anticipation. Something was stirring.

The days that followed blurred into motion. Nael didn't train like others—he danced with the world. In the garden, beneath a sun that seared the grass, he hauled himself up twisted trees, muscles taut as bowstrings. At the waterfall, where water thundered down, he stood still, eyes shut, absorbing its raw power.

Does he ever tire? I wondered, watching him climb the nearby mountain, bare feet gripping jagged stone. Each step was a silent triumph, a testament that he didn't merely live—he reigned. I observed, half-entranced, half-adrift. I tried to follow his lead once or twice, but my efforts were awkward, brittle, lacking his fire.

Aurynith, my ice Phoenix, shadowed him too—not near, never near. She hovered at a distance, wings glinting like crystal in the sunlight, her gaze locked on him. A curious child, yet ancient, bearing the weight of eons. What do you see in him? I mused, as she tilted her head, unraveling him like a riddle.

I lingered on the edges, watching. Sometimes I followed, my steps light on the yielding earth, just to glimpse him closer. He never objected, never invited me in, leaving me to wrestle with my own attempts. Alone, I pushed—in the gym, sweat pooling on the floor; in the training room, my strikes echoing against nothing. It wasn't enough. It never was.

To escape, I lost myself in films. The screen flickered in the dimness, others' tales wrapping me in comfort. It was my refuge, a shield against the silence he left in his wake.

But Aurynith changed everything. Day by day, she drew nearer. I felt her chill—a breath of frost that prickled my skin as she passed. Her eyes, twin frozen pools, watched me with something beyond fear or pity. Curiosity, perhaps. Or something deeper.

We stood by the waterfall, its roar drowning the world, when I couldn't hold back. —"Why does she follow me but stay so far?"—My voice rang out, too loud against the din.

Nael halted, poised on a slick rock. He turned to me slowly, each word measured. —"Don't you see?"—His voice dipped low, nearly lost to the water's rush.—"She's drawn to you. You're made of the same ice."

—"Ice?"—I frowned, heart quickening, confusion tightening my chest.

He crouched, fingers brushing the damp earth. —"Phoenixes like her are born from what the world once was. Her ice is primal, pure. And yours…"—He paused, eyes piercing mine.—"Yours is in there, even if you don't feel it."

Silence gripped me, my breath shallow. Ice? Me? His words churned in my mind, heavy and unyielding.

—"Then why doesn't she come closer?"—I pressed, my voice softening to a near-whisper.—"Is she afraid?"

—"Afraid?"—He let out a brief, dry laugh that bounced off the stone.—"No. Respect. She sees you, measures you. Wants to know who you are."—He rose, water trailing down his arms.—"Phoenixes like her don't fear. They judge."

I said nothing more, my eyes drifting to Aurynith, aloft, wings folded against the sky. Respect. The word sank into me, rooting deep.

Days later, an urge I couldn't name pulled at me. I plucked a fruit from the garden—red, ripe, the kind that stains your hands. I approached her slowly, pulse hammering. Aurynith rested beneath a tree, her form aglow like sunlit snow.

—"Here."—I offered it, my hand trembling faintly.

She studied me, her gaze sharp, almost piercing. For a heartbeat, I thought she'd retreat. Then, with deliberate grace, she leaned forward. Her beak took the fruit gently, and she ate, the soft sound mingling with the breeze.

A smile broke across my face, unbidden. Warmth bloomed in my chest—light, yet undeniable. In that exchange, something took root. It wasn't just a fruit. It was a fragment of myself, offered and received.

The air felt charged, alive with a sentient cold, as I watched Aurynith. She lay beneath a gnarled tree, her feathers shimmering like ice in the wan sunlight. The rustle of her wings—a crisp, fragile sound, like frozen leaves snapping—tightened my chest. She's different today, I thought, unable to look away from the creature who seemed to know me better than I knew myself.

Later, the silence between Nael and me grew unbearable. He stood rigid, staring into nothing, and I couldn't take it.

—"She's never stayed this close before."—My voice faltered, nearly swallowed by the wind.

He turned slowly, his dark eyes cutting through me as if he'd expected the words. —"It's because she sees something in you that no one else has."—His tone was steady, low, but carried a hidden depth that made me pause.—"Your spirit, your essence… she trusts that."

I frowned, my heart lurching. —"So it's just because of the essence?"

Nael went still. For a moment, I thought he'd leave it there. Then he spoke, his words deliberate, weighted: —"It's not just that. The essence is the thread that starts the bond, but what ties you is deeper. It's something you carry, something she sees. You can't teach it, can't pass it on. It's yours alone… and she feels it, even without understanding."

I stood speechless, his words rippling through me like stones in still water. Aurynith let out a soft, mournful note that sliced the air. A chill crept up my spine, as if she knew she held the heart of that moment. Does she hear me now? I wondered, fingers digging into the earth.

The sun dipped behind the mountains as I recalled what Aurynith had conveyed—not in words, but in shivers that crossed my skin. —"She said she's not afraid, but something's coming. Something big, that she can't yet see."

Nael froze mid-motion. He'd been shaping the air like clay, but now his gaze pinned me, sharp as steel. He stepped closer, tension coiling in his frame.

—"She's not wrong."—His voice dropped, a shared secret.—"Something is growing… in you, in me, in all of this. It's not just the training or what we control. It's older, deeper. Something you can't escape."

The air thickened, pressing against me. My chest felt too small for his words. —"What is it?"—I asked, my voice quivering faintly.

He didn't answer immediately. His eyes flicked to Aurynith, her ice-bright stare too alive, too knowing. —"You'll know,"—he said at last, softer now, but laced with an urgency that shook me.—"When the time comes, you'll feel it."

I wanted to push, to drag more from him, but his turn back to training—silent, resolute—stilled me. Nael always knew more than he revealed. And I? I felt a weight settling in my soul, as if the pieces of a vast puzzle were shifting, their shape still hidden from me.

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