Nkosi insisted that we stay in his house since we need to find a quick plan about my father, but something doesn't add up, what does Nkosi have against my father that's so bad, I hate my father yes but some things need to be thought through even to people you wish hell apon. I was in the room that Nkosi told me to take, my brothers are in the room next to mine so they are also good, after some time I hear a knock on my door, I assume it's Nkosi coz he did say he'll bring me extra blankets so I open the door only to find Senzo boiling, he walks inside and closes the door and I just stand still waiting for him to stop acting like a five year old
Senzo:"Are you selling yourself now?"
Ehhhh the devil is testing me, who the hell does he think he is
Senzo:"Who are those men? why do have men fetching you? is it gang rape? Are they threatening you? Will they hurt us?
I noticed his anger quickly turned into fear, he wasn't mad at me, he was scared for me, I felt bad, I've been leaving him in the dark for many years, he's old now and I should respect that
Me:"I have something I must tell you"
I say taking in a deep breath, he deserve to know
Me:"so... "
I told him, he's quiet, what now?
Senzo:"I want in, I wanna help"
I didn't expect that I'm surprised yet scared, this is his father end of the day, he did nothing bad to him, the victim here is me yet he still wants to fight for me
I leave him in my room and go to Nkosis room
Me :"Nkosi?" I call out, but instead of him coming out, I see Mphendulo
Mphendulo :"what's wrong?"
I'm so deviated to the point where I ignore the lightning that went down my spine
Nkosi :"where's Nkosi, I need Nkosis help?"
Mphendulo :"Whats wrong, maybe I can help?".
I stare at him for about five seconds, I can see him, he's majestic but too perfect for girl like me, I can't allow myself to fall for him , it's not worth the pain and suffering, men only bring pain and shit in your life, look at my dad for example, he ruined me forever and ever and ever amen
Me:"nah I'm good thanks"
I walk out not waiting for his response, I walk back in my room and find all three my brothers sleeping on my bed, I giggle a little as I see Thamis leg on Senzo chest, that's how they've been sleeping ever since they were little, karate one way I tell you, so I walk to the room they were suppose to sleep in and I see four bunk beds so I sleep on the one thats on top. After almost falling asleep , I hear my door open, my heart stop for a second, but then I hear my brothers whisper, shes there, she as in me. My brothers have failed miserably to sleep without me in their room when visiting someone, I thought they'd grow out of it but I guess I was wrong. They end up sleeping in their own bed but we all in one room, it's ok I like it this way