It's almost time for my silk lady practice madam, had been making me do more than usual and I still had few seasons to my 20th birthday couldn't it wait! I stomped my feet,But I knew better than to question her and picked up my steps to meet Rosebund one of the silk most exotic and best dancers, that was her stage name the men loved her and from the coins they spent I can tell her services were exceptional, but unfortunately she wasn't the type of role model I should be looking up to as I had no interest in becoming the best here, i'd rather not be or better the worse.
I met up with her as soon as I could in the dressing room.We started with molded sculptures of a man's groin teaching me the right places and things to do, for me to learn to hold it, grip it, wet it and slid it down my throat.
On my first attempt it was down right chaotic maybe shameful even, I choked so hard and it just couldn't fit. But after starving for two days and doing large piles of washing and cleaning I couldn't help but learn how to stretch my lips wide enough the mockery from the other females wasn't helping. The training was limited to just sculptures and other females.
Madam will kill if she found out you tried anything from the silk house unpaid and worse of to a poor lad. She hated love and poverty a combo that seemed to go so well but not in her books. If I barely tried to kiss or do anything funny with the men of this town talk less for free! she will have my head, but I was allowed to practice with other females learn how to seduce and entice until the pockets of men were empty.
I still wonder what was so different about me she didn't make me start sooner not like I wished to but they are girls who started working in this whorehouse at 15 summers in their words I was way over due.
It got rumored at some point that I was her daughter and I laughed so hard at the thought of madam heavily pregnant and the pain of child birth on her stern face didn't look at all possible.
Enough with my flying thoughts.Today was practically simple I started getting a hand of things after several practices and I can say I am getting good at it, how to be sloppy and twirl my tongue when kissing lips and a man's groin. The ache between my legs and Rosebund's hands touching me and guiding me on how to burp my head up and down wasn't helping coupled with the thoughts of the actual deed, I stole glances once in a while every time my curiosity perks up, it looks and seems enjoyable but also scary and I'm almost getting to that time of the month where my body is constantly jittery and excited about such things. 'Your getting a hang of it I see if I didn't know any better I'd say you were enjoying it ' Rosebund spoke and color flew to my cheeks i was still a bit shy but I had accepted my faith.
Hopefully there's a life for me beyond the gates of this city when I am done paying off my debts.
Luoissa always says with my tanned skin dark brown shiny hair, green eyes full rosy pink lips, a full chest and a fuller behind,I could put it to good use and pay off what is owed of me and leave this forsaken place sooner than later, with dancing? That's a big possible but will take longer since it dosen't really bring in the coin bags. On the other hand VIP's brings the big coins but at larger cost. That's where all the crazy sexual stuff happens but at the performance hall its just sensual erotic dancing and though dreadful it's actually better. I've taken a long time to weigh my options. I was done with practice and went along my day.
Nights had gone by and it has been a hectic pass few days at the silk red house madam was hosting her annual mask party that meant redecorations extra floor brushing sheets changing and extra practices for everyone.
Masked night is a big deal madam welcomes new members, pleases the old members and its often associated with high end officials even from the neighboring towns.
she had a reputation to uphold as one of the owners of a luxurious brothel with the finest women and the sweetest wine in the kingdom. She has been receiving letters nonstop for reservations and request it's going to be so hectic.
Passing through the hallways I hear the other females whisper and giggle about finding the men with the heavy pockets and that it was to hold tonight…. Running into one of madams personal staff Rolius as he looked at me I already could get what was about to leave his mouth "madam demands your presence in her study" and I knew it couldn't be good. What had I done now! All the floors and sheets are cleaned as she requested!! Ohhh it dosen't feel good. I scurried to her study in order not to keep her waiting.
"Yes madam" I took my place standing just behind the door as she sat behind her oak table covered in purple fine silk red stained lips her hair in a painful looking updo and a cigar on her lips staring straight at me.
The look on her face had my stomach twisting and churning and it wasn't in a good way. I wasn't going to like this. "come forward" she spoke and I took slow trembling steps towards her the next thing I know she sizes me up looking as if searching for something, groping and twirling me, next thing her hands are parting my legs and the next thing she sends a finger into my vagina probably checking if I crossed her and broke my hymen with a lad somewhere her eyes held a promising punishement if I had dared defile her, with a nod of her head in approval her response sent a chill down my spine.
"You have turned in to a beautiful young lady violetta you are ready". Was the only thing that left her mouth,the governess has always been one for few words and more action.
I understood that my horror wasn't as far away as I thought I didn't even have enough time to prepare myself I thought I could still have one more chance at running away before my doom, something tells me she prepared this very well to catch me off guard I have been here for 20 summers you would think I have had enough time to prepare for this day but I don't think I'll ever be.
"Rolius take her you know what to do" with a nod of he's head the scary buff man who has whipped me one to many times grabbed me by the arms.
He and some other girls stripped me naked in the bath house and use a lot of scented soaps to wash me, trimmed and primed my lady area I almost felt like a whore princess, to have had this unique out of the ordinary treatment it meant there was… my thoughts got interrupted by madam.
"violetta you should behave yourself today this are one of my most exquisite guest and I would not take a bad review for an answer do your utmost best to satisfy, it's the only option you have or I would feed you to the vultures and being homeless will be the least of your worries that sinister look on her hard features told me she will not flinch at my pleas and I better do as she says Madam Agatha was and will always be my worst nightmare turned reality I could only nord as a response, "use your words young lady" Yes Madam I would do my best! "You better "was the last thing she said before she spun on her heel and headed out whispering instructions to one of the ladies to hurry up and pass me by her office for approval.
I felt like a dirty priced piece of art flaunted and sold out to the highest bidder. After a few moments I was adorned in jewelry sweet scents and perfumes that seem to have a calming effect on my nerves oils that made my skin glow under the deem lights and just a sheer white see through robe was draped on my body with nothing beneath rather than a white chain tied around my waist with lilly like flowers covering my well shaved pu**y and my feet were clamped in beautiful white slippers." You look like Kalma sutra the goddes of sin the guest must be really special" one of the ladies spoke but I wasn't paying much attention to her.
Roluis took me by the hand I thought I would be led into the hall room but I was taken into a room with a golden door something I never knew existed until now madam nodded in approval "you know what to do" looking at Roluis and left and the look in his eyes and the grip on my hand told me I better not anger either of them today but I couldn't make that promise.
He gave me a small portion of red wine to drink purposely to get me to loosen up a bit but not be to drunk to be sloppy and unpleasant to our guest. After that he stepped out and I was instructed to lie down pretty on the bed to wait for some important guest to show and experience all the things I was brought in this club to be. Out of curiosity I tried jiggling the door handle to break out of here but to no avail and I didn't think anyone was that dumb to leave the door open considering my reputation of running away.
I gulped down the wine given to me in order to calm my nerves hoping they even intoxicated it so I could not remember the night or even be in my right mind, this was a night mare I dreaded and it is coming through I won't mind having being drugged this one night and waited for what awaits me I lied down waiting anxiously almost like the fine and scented perfumes couldn't calm down the raging knots in my belle and wrecking nerves since no buzz was kicking in I know that wine wasn't tainted and I was still In my right mind I had to handle this night in a clear and right state of mind even a sleeping portion would do, but I wasn't that lucky to night and I knew no portions were made available for me today Madam will never risk it, I could have found some myself and slipped it in my mouth, but since I left that office I haven't been left alone yet once to even think of running or getting a portion ohh!! This is sad.
I don't know if it was due to the fatigue of the thought itself worrying and thinking about who it might be for such preparations, it must be a high ranking officer, old and fat that loves groping and manhandling women reeks of wine and sweat ewwwwww!!!!.
I have seen my fair share of what men can do in this establishment, while some are nice and fair some are rough and disgusting, but I should be happy if his old right? It's disgusting but bearable.
He probably would have had a lot to drink and eat and will be to slurred and sloppy to move and might not last long before going into a deep slumber right he might even pass out before reaching the bed right ? Ugghhhhh!!
I didn't know what to think anymore and was just busy questioning myself and running different scenarios in my head my thoughts were going crazy none of which seemed or ended pleasantly and I thought myself to sleep why waiting for my new found captor to decide my fate.