Chapter Twenty two
Maraian 's Pov
"Where were you, you made me worried sick I was very scared that something might have happened to you" "Just... leave.. me.. alone.. I'm... to dirty to.... be with you what... I've done can.... never let you.... look nor... love me the... same, I took... you for granted.... , I ignored my friends..... advise just..... in the name.. of love""Maxwell stop runting nonsense and stand up I need to freshen you up, you breath stinks and stop talking foolishly, you love me and I'll always be with you no matter what you, but please don't break my heart again"
"Are you sure cause I don't feel like it I feel guilty to do that to you" "It's okay just let it be tell me everything tomorrow morning I'm really sleepy Ian" "No.. I... have.. to.. tell.. you... right now or.... I... might... not... have... the..... courage to.... next... time" I struggled to lift him up, to our room but I failed terribly after several minutes I succeeded in sending him to our bathroom he slept the moment the water touched his chest he just felt relieved.But then I thought again what did he want to tell me "
I threw on some new pajamas so as Maxwell cause he had got me wet with all the moving, twisting and all. I slept and woke up with the vibration of my phone, what the hell, who was calling me at this time. I checked the time and saw it was 5oclock " Hi stepmother I'm very happy that I'll be seeing you soon wait for me" then the call ended what the fuck. I sent the number to a friend of mine who knew some trackers.
He said he wasn't in the country and I would have to wait for some few days before I received it, it was fine with me but I was getting thoughts of who it was, then I realised that Maxwell wasn't beside me then I remembered what he wanted to say to me the other time I got up from the bed and went to brush my teeth and bathe I went to the kitchen and saw Maxwell sitting one of the small chairs we had on the kitchen counter.
I rubbed his neck and he broke my finger" what the hell is wrong with you that really hurt". "I'm sorry I was just lost in my thoughts" I wanted to kiss him but his breath was a no no, "why take in so much alcohol in the morning you might get sick babe stop it""I'm sorry Maraian, I don't know how it all happened but she just told me about it and I feel ashamed of myself but it's all in the past we can make good use of it"
"Listen honey you know I love you right I'm so sorry please" he said but I was as confused as hell "Just fucking tell me what you are sorry for you are really scaring me" I said " I'm sorry please babe please"he went down on his knees something he off all people never did and was never expected to do so.
" Na... that. nia told.. d me that... she.. e is preg... nant" "what did you say"
I'm sorry please forgive I never planed this to happen please babe"I slapped him hard, enough to make my hand go red and I felt the room fall silent, I was just trying to replay everything he said to me that moment "
" NOOOOOOOO"
"Why.. did you... do this... to me, I loved.. you. all..this.. time.. and.. this.is... what I get after everything.. , huh... Maxwell answer... me.. I... know... that you.... can... talk.... please what.. did... I... ever... do.. to you . I fell on the floor wriggling out of his hold as we both cried together, I felt how sorry he was but why me.
"I'm so sorry "Wait was it be. because I was barren was th..at the rea..son you did this cause, I never, Di.. d, did I hurt you di..d I. do something to like ehmm di..d I,what did I do to you Maxwell give me like clues" I said shaking I couldn't even stand straight I had suddenly felt cold like very cold. "No Maraian you never did that I don't know what came over me to do that and stood up I glanced at him for the last time before leaving. he managed to chase me and hold unto my hand and the bodyguards were shocked to see us in that state I held onto my hand begging me to listen to him, but it was over for us. "Maxwell this isn't the first time, you broke my heart too many times what do you want from me there isn't any glue powerful to mend my shattered heart I feel ashamed I feel foolish for letting you do this to me it shows how forsaken you have left me"
"Don't say that please let's go inside and sort this out" Bodyguards"-he's making matters worst. "Go inside," don't fucken tell me that you forcefully pulled me into this entanglement and go back to get you ex pregnant I warned you Ian I did I told our friends to advise you, Mom, Mrs Diane , but in all you didn't listen you went back to you ex meaning that I was worthless to you" I cried so much that I could bearly see visibly.
I slowly talked so he heard everything I had to say to him it wasn't easy I was barren after that accident and it hit me badly making it affect my mental health and he does that to me my eyes were just flowing with water I felt worthless, for him to cheat on me I accepted that even though I still feel hurt. And now that she's pregnant to add to all that it breaks my heart. I HATE YOU MAXWELL IAN GOMEX WITH ALL MY LIFE, AND NEVER WILL I BE YOURS YOU AGAIN.
I let it all go I know that their doings were to result in pregnancy but I hadn't fully recover from the cheating aspect and now this. He finally let me go after I said that but when I sat in my car he blocked my way and instructed the gateman to close the gate I hit him with the car several times but it didn't affect him that much but I'm sure the last one did I got out from my car to check up on him. How could he have sex with another woman without using protection whilst he knew he was pregnant. My ride was going to be very long so I decided to lounge at a hotel low key I disguised myself as when I got missing during one of our tours to Africa which was South Africa.
Maxwell got crazy with my pictures on almost every channel looking for me so I had every means to disguise myself. He really hurt me and I wasn't sure I was going to forgive him for he had done this time, I got a call from my employees but I didn't answer. I called Adam the friend I told to track the number, I told him to stop as I already knew who the culprit was"
Just then a got a call from Danielle "Where are you now then I'm very worried about you" she said "Don't worry about me I will call you once I reach my destination okay please let's meet another time okay" I sadly said "Okay please take care of you self and I want to tell you something,"And what's that" "Maraian I'm pregnant" I fell silent and congratulated her "Congratulations I guess I'm gonna be and aunt then.
"yeah I'm sorry If what I said hurt.. " "Ooh no it's fine see you then" I went to my room which I had booked and called the maid who stayed at my house to clean me room and that I was coming there.
I sat down and started to cry again "Was this all my fault, was I the reason why Maxwell did this to me, did I not take care about him when he was sick did I not love the way he wanted, Then what was the problem". "And the most painful part is that he got his ex pregnant, I didn't know if Nathania was saying the truth but yeah it already happen. The next day I went to my house but when I got to my house and got I from my car I fell. I woke up the hear the chirping of birds I felt sad again since Maxwell told me to name our baby girl Zhanarah right during this time.
I saw Sandra my maid enter my room. "Good morning ma'am" "Good morning, but please call me by my name okay" "Sorry ma'am"What happened to me I feel light and weak "Ma'am please the doctor said you have symptoms of being pregnant so he told me to buy you a pregnancy test to make sure it's true.Where is he now? He got an emergency call and left telling me to tell you this and that he will come tomorrow to check up on you.
I took the pregnancy test from Sandra feeling very sad about Maxwell not being by my side I read the instructions on it and peed on the small container and powered it on the stick and I left not wanting to see the results, then I saw a little boy running around being chased by Sandra.
"Sandra who is this " "Ma'am I'm very sorry, this is my son I promise to send him back it's just that he had been crying to stay with me a lot. What's his name "Ma'am I mean Maraian his name is Travis". "Nice name, hi Travis how are you" I'm fine Maraian. Sandra hit him on the back and he grunted angry at his mom "but she told us to call her Maraian." It's okay just add miss to it"u said I'm truly sorry please forgive me.I wasn't saying I was going to harm you just make sure he doesn't get hurt okay.
Yes ma'am, please what was the results. I didn't answer and went to sit on the kitchen chair I bowed my head and leaned on the counter I felt extremely tired and nauseous .I rushed to the wash room and vomited hands full, I felt so abominable, i felt someone pull my hair backwards. I was still vomiting until I saw darkness.
I woke up to see Sandra cleaning my body but I slept after, I had suddenly felt weak to even say something.
I woke up the next morning and hurriedly went to my bathroom to puke I decided to go to the doctor not caring if Maxwell finds me. I met the doctor and he told me that I was four weeks pregnant damm.Really I had even forgotten to check the test, I started to feel nauseous and she led me to the washroom and puked I didn't always puke light but it could me yellow then different colours.
She prescribed some medications for me and warned me to take care of my self and that my pregnancy was going to be very hectic the first four months.
I took her number and went to the pharmacy to get the drugs. The pharmacist looked at me pitfully and asked if I was feeling okay I couldn't hold it back then she gave me a seat and patted my back gently, I still hadn't stopped crying I wanted to cry loudly and let it all out."I don't know what I did to him for him to cheat on me, I loved him so much and I don't know if it was about the accident that got me barren or what but I feel like it was my fault but there was nothing on my mind that I remember I had done to him but I felt so bad " Then I realised that I hadn't let her talk the whole time" I'm so sorry "I murmured.
"I don't know but I'm not sure you understand, his mistress is pregnant with a child" "Did you see her" "No I didn't, my husband told me I know that it's good that he told me and mostly tells me everything, I just can't love him again, I still feel something for him but I don't know if I can hold it that long""She gave me her number and left since someone was looking for her I left to the parking lot and sat in my car and went straight home.When I reached the six block to my house I saw a black land rover chasing my car. Who could it be.
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Author's note
I'm so glad you guys are still in the boat of romance with me. For the past few days I haven't been feeling well so Chapter 20 to 25 is not in line but I don't have any more ideas we'll I'm still thinking of them so please like, comment, vote and help me in a form if correction.
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