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Chapter 6 - Chapter 6: The Season of Truth

Nathan returned to the bench the next day.

And the next. And the next.

Each time, the old man was already there—waiting, as if he had always known Nathan would come. He sat with perfect stillness, hands resting on a wooden cane worn smooth by time, his long beard shifting gently in the breeze. His eyes, pale but sharp, seemed to carry the weight of lifetimes.

He never greeted Nathan with surprise. Just a nod, a small smile, and a gentle pat on the bench beside him.

At first, their meetings were quiet. Sometimes they sat in silence for hours, watching the wind sway through the trees or the clouds drift past the broken bell tower of the old church. Nathan didn't mind. In fact, the silence felt more meaningful than most conversations he had ever known.

It was the only place in his world where the noise stopped—where he didn't have to navigate the fake emotions of others, where thoughts didn't buzz and twist around him like tangled wires.

Here, he could just *breathe.*

Eventually, the man began to speak.

Not in long lectures or rehearsed parables—just slow, wandering stories, shaped by memory more than intention.

"I used to think life was a ladder," he said once, as a squirrel darted across the stone path. "Climb fast, get high, look down on the world. But it's not a ladder. It's a river. You can't fight where it takes you. All you can do is learn how to swim—and learn when to float."

Nathan listened with a quiet reverence. He didn't always understand the old man's metaphors, but he understood *truth* when he heard it. It didn't hide behind smiles or drift in broken thoughts. It wasn't noisy or desperate. It *rested.* Solid. Gentle.

And the more Nathan listened, the more he realized he was learning something new—not from the man's words, but from his way of being.

He was *real.*

Not because he had no pain, but because he no longer feared it.

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Over the following months, Nathan began to change.

Not in ways most people could see. He still smiled. Still helped his classmates with projects. Still kept quiet about the thoughts he heard. But inside, something was softening. Deepening. There were days he caught himself *feeling* something—not the echo of someone else's joy or sorrow, but his own quiet flicker of contentment.

And sometimes, even loneliness.

He began to share more during their talks. About his gift—the thoughts he couldn't turn off. The way people's emotions felt hollow, even when he tried to believe in them. How tired he felt pretending to be normal. Pretending to be okay.

"You carry too much weight for someone your age," the old man said softly one afternoon as autumn leaves drifted around them. "You see too much. But sometimes the way to carry a heavy load… is to stop carrying it for everyone else."

Nathan looked at him. "But what if no one else can carry it?"

"Then let them learn. Just like you did."

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There were days the old man would tell Nathan to close his eyes and just listen.

"To the trees. The wind. The spaces between."

And Nathan would sit, eyes closed, feeling the world as it was—not through thoughts, but through presence. Through quiet.

One day, the old man handed him a folded scrap of paper. On it was written only four words:

"Not all truth speaks."

Nathan never asked what it meant. He just kept it in his pocket, unfolding it every now and then when the world felt too loud.

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Then one morning, Nathan arrived at the bench and found it empty.

The spot where the old man always sat was still, save for a single leaf that spiraled gently to the ground.

He waited.

An hour passed. Then two.

But the old man didn't come.

Nathan returned the next day. And the day after that. Days turned to a week. The bench remained untouched. Cold. Empty.

He asked around town, describing the man in detail. A few nodded vaguely—"Maybe I've seen him…"—but none remembered clearly. One woman who worked at the florist thought he might have lived nearby once, but "he's probably long gone, dear."

Nathan stopped asking.

Some part of him already knew.

The old man hadn't left the town.

He had left *him.*

Not out of cruelty. But because the season had ended. The learning was complete.

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Nathan returned to the bench one final time in late winter.

He sat alone, the wind biting at his coat sleeves, his breath rising in thin clouds.

He closed his eyes.

Listened.

And in the stillness, he didn't hear thoughts. He didn't feel pain. He didn't hear the voice from long ago.

He heard *himself.*

And for the first time in years, it was enough.

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