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Chapter 5 - SUNLIGHT ON GLASS

Location: Los Angeles – Pacific Coast Highway

Time: 11:23 AM

It was one of those days Los Angeles showed off like a movie star in slow motion. The breeze was sharp with ocean salt, light golden and warm, and every sound rich with clarity. It was the kind of day the city put on postcards. The kind of day that made you forget what it tried to hide. Mara Cale drove south along the Pacific Coast Highway, windows down, hair tied back, sunglasses shielding the weight in her eyes. She passed long stretches of beach where kids shrieked through the sand, volleyballs soared over sun-bleached nets, and dogs chased after seagulls they would never catch. 

She slowed at a red light. There on the shoreline, a man lifted a laughing girl into the air and caught her like it was the easiest thing in the world. Her laughter rose into the sky, light and pure, completely untouched by consequence. Mara watched them with unfeigned interest. What would that feel like? To live without the gnawing edge? To see the world and not catalog every potential horror beneath the surface? What if she'd chosen a different path? Said no to Quantico, yes to something safer. Maybe teaching, architecture, or a quiet bookstore tucked into a Silver Lake street corner. Anything but this. 

Until this case, she had never doubted her choice, but unsolved cases don't just test your mind. They challenge your soul; and this one wasn't just unsolved. It was unnatural. The light turned green, but Mara pulled off the main road instead and parked in the shade of a crooked palm. For a long moment, she sat there, fingers resting on her phone, thinking of the voicemail from earlier and the way her father's voice had sounded. Concerned, patient. Still able to hear the cracks she tried to hide. She dialed. He picked up on the second ring.

"Hey, kid," came Nolan Cale's voice, warm as ever. "Didn't think I'd hear from you till Thanksgiving."

"Guess I'm ahead of schedule."

He chuckled. "Everything okay?"

"Yeah. Sort of. I just… needed to hear something normal. I'm headed to see Kwan soon, but I've got a window. Want to grab coffee? Fifteen minutes?"

"You're asking a cop to step away from his desk for caffeine? You'll have to twist my arm."

Mara laughed under her breath. "I figured."

"Same place?"

"Same place."

"Good. I'll bring my stubborn optimism and a donut I won't offer to share."

"I'll take what I can get."

"See you soon, Mara."

As she hung up, something eased in her chest. The weight didn't vanish, but it shifted enough to breathe again.

 

COFFEE & CALM BEFORE THE STORM

Location: Santa Monica – Ocean Park Neighborhood

Time: 12:32 PM

Mara parked a block off Main Street, beneath the crooked limbs of an old sycamore that had probably been leaning since her high school days. The café hadn't changed much either; sun-faded umbrellas, chalkboard menus, the clink of ceramic mugs and silverware that felt more like home than most places ever did.

Her father was already there, leaning back in one of the patio chairs, half-finished crossword folded on the table, sunglasses propped up on his forehead like a detective refusing to fully retire. He was in his late fifties but carried himself like a man who'd learned to pace the years rather than outrun them. He was broad-shouldered with a frame that hinted at the athlete he once was, and his hands were large and calloused, like they were built for holding both a badge and a broken world.

He looked like what he was; a good man who'd seen too much, carried it with grace, and still found room to smile.

He stood when he saw her. "Look at you," he said, grinning. "Still FBI-serious even on a perfect day."

"Still dad-joking in public, I see," she shot back, but smiled as she hugged him.

They sat. She ordered an iced coffee. He already had a black one, still steaming. For a while, they just talked. Not about the case or anything heavy, just real things. Her mom's stubborn rosebush. A strange dream he had about riding a horse through Costco. His theory that dogs could detect liars by tail movement alone. The silence between them grew easy. Comfortable.

"I heard your voice this morning," Mara said eventually, watching a paper napkin flutter across the pavement. "On the voicemail."

"I figured I'd try to beat the Bureau to you," he said. "You've been quieter lately."

"I didn't mean to be."

He shrugged. "You don't have to explain. I know what it's like. The job takes things from you."

"It's not just the job," she said softly. "It's this case. It's… different. I don't know how to explain it yet."

He looked at her, really looked. "Then don't explain. Just sit. Be here for a minute."

So she did. They listened to the sound of kids laughing on the sidewalk. A busker strummed a slow song somewhere down the block. The sunlight warmed her arms, her face, the part of her heart that had been fraying at the edges.

"Do you ever regret it?" she asked.

"Being a cop?"

She nodded.

He leaned back in his chair. "Some days. But not because of what it did to me. Only for what it made harder to share with you."

She blinked hard. "I get that now."

They didn't say much after that. They didn't need to.

Eventually, she stood.

"I've got one more stop," she said. "Then I'll be deep in it again."

"Be careful," he said. "And when this one's over—take the weekend. Just you and me. Mountains, fishing, something dumb and quiet."

"I'd like that," she said.

He reached out, rested his hand on hers for just a second. "You don't have to outrun the dark, Mara. You just have to remember it isn't all there is."

She squeezed his hand, then let go. The world was still beautiful as she walked back to her car. Her father's warmth still lingered on her skin. But the shadows were waiting. She turned onto the road toward Kwan's house. And didn't look back.

 

Location: Kwan's House – Los Angeles

Time: 12:07 PM

Case files lay scattered across the oak table. Photos, maps, and redacted documents were stacked in neat rows. Screenshots from security footage that showed nothing waited to give their testimony.

Kwan sat across from Mara, barefoot, coffee in one hand, stylus in the other, marking up a timeline for the twenty-second time. Mara sipped her drink slowly, elbows on the table, eyes unreadable.

Neither had spoken for several minutes.

Finally, she broke the silence. "Do you ever think we're missing something obvious?"

Kwan didn't look up. "Always."

She cracked the faintest smile.

He glanced at her now. Really looked. "You okay?"

Mara hesitated. Then leaned back, letting the mug warm her palms. "Have you been… dreaming?" she asked.

Kwan blinked. "Dreaming?"

She nodded once. "Like the case is following you into sleep. Not as memories. Something more. Like signals. Patterns."

He shook his head. "No. Just noise machines and blackout curtains. The usual."

She gave a slight, exhausted laugh. "Lucky you."

"You?"

She didn't answer. Not directly. But the look on her face was enough.

Kwan put the stylus down. "Mara," he said gently. "Your instincts are faster than mine. Sharper than most I've ever worked with. Hell, you were made for this."

She looked at him now, wary but grateful. "Then why does it feel like I'm going blind?"

"Because that's what happens when you start seeing things no one else does." He leaned forward. "But it doesn't mean you're wrong."

She nodded. Swallowed hard. "Thank you."

They sat in silence again, the world pressing in from the edges. A car passed outside. A hummingbird danced by the window.

Kwan looked down at the files. "We'll get him."

Mara stared past the glass, into the sunlight. "I hope we do."

But in her chest, something cold whispered: What if he wants us to?

Kwan took another slow sip of his coffee, eyes still on the timeline. His posture was relaxed, but Mara had known him long enough to see the strain in the corners of his jaw. The way he blinked just a little too long between thoughts. 

She studied him for a beat, then said softly, "How are you dealing with all of this?"

He exhaled through his nose, lips pressing tight before answering. "I compartmentalize. Classic Bureau method. Box it. Label it. Stack it in the back of the mind."

She tilted her head. "And?"

"And…" he set the mug down, looking at her now—clear-eyed, honest. "I pretend I believe it works."

Mara didn't say anything.

"I go home, I water my plants. I watch game replays I've already seen. I take melatonin and lie still until I forget what sleep is supposed to feel like. And I wake up before my alarm, because something in me still thinks maybe today's the day we catch up to him."

His voice softened. "I'm tired, Mara. Not just from the hours. From what this case is doing to you."

She blinked. "To me?"

Kwan nodded. "You don't talk like you used to. You don't even move like you used to. You're seeing things the rest of us aren't even ready to consider. And that's not a bad thing. It's just… heavy."

She looked down at her hands. Quiet for a long time. "I think it's changing me," she whispered.

"Maybe," he said gently. "But you're still you."

She nodded once.

He added, "And when this is over—when—you'll still have a self to come back to."

Mara looked up at him. "That's the only thing I'm afraid of losing."

Kwan didn't smile. But he reached out and placed his hand over hers for just a second. Then let go. 

 

Time: 6:03 PM

The phone rang before either of them said a word. Kwan answered with practiced calm, listening in silence for several beats before nodding slowly and covering the receiver.

"Another body," he said. "Possibly Nullus."

Mara's eyes narrowed. She was already moving.

 

Location: Bureau Field Office – Los Angeles

6:44 PM – Bureau Tactical Analysis Wing

Agents whispered in corners as they stepped through the security gate. The air held tight clipped energy; a room trying not to panic. Supervisory Agent Harker met them at the door to the situation room. He looked tired and concerned.

"It's not another Nullus scene," he said before Mara could ask. "There's no body. Not really."

Mara frowned. "Then what is it?"

He nodded toward the conference table, where a technician cued up the video feed.

"Someone sent us this. Encrypted. No origin point. But tagged to our internal clearance key."

Grainy video footage from a drone's perspective began to play. They watched as a clearing in a forest appeared with three SUVs boxing in a single vehicle. Mara leaned forward just as the doors opened and a man stepped out. There was no sound, but his movements were shockingly fast and precise. He was unstoppable. Eight agents that were likely former military, judging by posture and grouping, moved to surround him.

It lasted all of thirty-seven seconds. What followed was more art than it was combat; calculated, nonlinear, elegant. One attacker's arm was snapped before he even struck. Another disarmed with a redirected trigger pull and used as a shield. Weaponry stripped, repurposed, silenced with breathtaking efficiency. By the time it ended, seven men were down. One was running. The man didn't pursue. He simply picked up a sidearm, aimed with mathematical calm, and dropped the runner without flinching. Then he stood still in the clearing, not showing any signs of triumph or panic. The video cut out and silence filled the room.

Mara blinked. "Who is he?"

"No ID," Harker said. "The video was flagged and routed to your desk. Yours, specifically."

Kwan exhaled. "That's not luck."

Mara stared at the frozen frame on the screen, details already falling into their respective categories in her mind; black tactical wear, clean lines, covered face. No insignia. The thing that suck with her though, was the calm and precision. 

She turned to Kwan. "Well?"

He rubbed the back of his neck, still watching the footage. "That's a pro. Maybe ex-spec ops, maybe something deeper. Doesn't just know how to fight—he knows outcomes. He was always five steps ahead."

Mara nodded slowly. "This isn't Nullus."

"No," Kwan agreed. "This one's human. Barely. But human."

She turned to Harker. "You're pulling me off the Nullus case for this?"

Harker didn't answer right away. He looked between her and Kwan, then back to the frozen frame on the monitor.

"No. I'm splitting the team," he said. "You and Kwan go after this new player with full autonomy. Field clearance, you report only to me. Elena and Miles will stay on Nullus. We need both eyes open now. Two threats. Two shadows."

Mara's jaw tightened. "Understood."

"I wouldn't make this call lightly," Harker added. "But something about this footage… this wasn't a hit. It was a message. Someone wanted you to see it."

She didn't disagree. She could feel it in her bones.

 

7:17 PM – Bureau Archives Wing – Nullus Task Room

Elena Voss stared at the monitor as the video replayed in looped silence.

"That's not Nullus," she muttered.

Across the room, Miles Arden sat behind his workstation, pale glow painting his features. "Doesn't have Nullus' signature. It's too physical and clean."

Elena leaned forward, folding her arms tightly. "And yet we're still here. Staying on the ghost."

Miles didn't look up. "We were there first."

She turned toward him, arms dropping. "Doesn't mean I have to like it."

He finally lifted his gaze, thoughtful. "Mara's chasing a man with hands. We're still chasing something we don't fully understand."

"She'll want updates," Elena said. "Daily briefings. Any shift in Nullus's behavioral footprint."

Miles nodded. "I already flagged a new anomaly—power fluctuation in downtown L.A., synced to a mobile blackout two blocks from the first drain site."

Elena's brow furrowed. "Could be a breadcrumb. Or a test."

He looked at her. "Or a misdirection."

They sat in silence for a moment, the hum of the servers filling the room.

"I just hope she's careful," Elena whispered. "Whatever that guy was in the video… he looked like a weapon."

Miles tapped a few keys, queuing a remote file transfer.

"Elena," he said, deadpan. "How many ghosts does it take to screw in a lightbulb?"

She didn't even look up. "Shut up."

They both chuckled—softly, tiredly. Not because it was funny. But because it felt good to laugh.

After a beat, Miles leaned back in his chair and sipped his coffee. "Humor's my coping mechanism. You either laugh or cry, right?"

Elena glanced sideways at him, curious.

"The pill of life," he added, "goes down a lot easier when it's coated in sarcasm."

She shook her head, smiling. "You're ridiculous."

"Fully aware."

He glanced over, and for the briefest moment, the weight in the room lifted. They were still chasing shadows, but they weren't alone in the dark.

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