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Chapter 4 - Kabanata 3: Ang Bigat ng Bato at ang Lihim ni Tata Selo / Chapter 3: The Weight of the Stone and Tata Selo's Secret

The sharp crack of the distant gunfire lingered in the humid night air, a stark punctuation mark at the end of the day's unspoken tensions. For a long moment, the only sound in Barrio San Miguel was the gentle lapping of waves against the shore and the hushed rustling of leaves in the night breeze. Then, slowly, tentatively, the familiar sounds of the barrio began to resume – the chirping of crickets, the distant bark of a dog, the soft murmur of voices within the nipa huts. But a subtle shift had occurred, a layer of unease now woven into the nocturnal symphony.

Iñigo remained by the base of the balete tree, the smooth, grey stone still clutched tightly in his small hand. The sound of the gunshot had amplified the weight of Rafael's unspoken request, turning it from a subtle invitation into a potentially dangerous responsibility. His adult mind, all too familiar with the brutal realities of armed conflict, recoiled at the thought of a child being drawn into such a world. Yet, the injustices he witnessed daily, the quiet suffering of the villagers, and the burgeoning hope he sensed in the whispers of "Tandang Kidlat" tugged at his conscience, a soldier's ingrained sense of duty warring with his desire to protect this fragile community.

He looked out at the darkened barrio, the faint glow of oil lamps flickering in the windows of the huts like fireflies in the night. He thought of Tata Selo, his quiet, watchful presence a constant in Iñigo's young life. The old man, who had taken him in, an orphaned foundling, with a silent acceptance that transcended words. Now, a startling realization began to dawn within Iñigo's future-aware mind, a connection he had subconsciously felt but never fully grasped. Tata Selo's deep weariness, his cryptic pronouncements about the past, the almost regal bearing he sometimes carried despite his simple life – could it be? Could Tata Selo be the enigmatic "Tandang Kidlat"? The protector who moved in shadows, the lightning rod of their burgeoning resistance? The adoption, the quiet anonymity – a perfect disguise. And Rafael… his ever-present assistant, the discreet link to the outside world. The pieces began to fall into place with a chilling clarity. Tata Selo's hidden illness, a detail Iñigo had only subtly observed in his occasional bouts of fatigue and a persistent cough, now took on a new, urgent significance. A legacy needed to be secured.

The following day, the barrio held its breath, awaiting Rafael's return. The usual rhythms felt strained, the laughter of children a little too loud, the conversations among adults a little too hushed. Then, as the afternoon sun began its slow descent, his familiar outrigger boat appeared on the horizon, its sail a small white triangle against the vast expanse of the sea. A collective sigh, almost imperceptible, seemed to ripple through the barrio.

Rafael beached his boat with practiced ease and moved through the barrio with a renewed sense of purpose. He spoke briefly with a few key individuals, his voice low and urgent, before his gaze settled on Iñigo, who was helping Tata Selo mend a fishing net near their hut.

Rafael approached them, his eyes meeting Iñigo's with a knowing intensity. He nodded almost imperceptibly towards the balete tree.

"The mountains have many ears, little one," Rafael said, his voice seemingly casual as he addressed Tata Selo. "It is wise to leave our burdens at the foot of the oldest trees, where the earth remembers all."

Tata Selo's weathered face remained impassive, but his dark eyes flickered towards Iñigo for a fleeting moment, a look that held a mixture of caution and a deep, unspoken understanding. He simply nodded slowly in response to Rafael's cryptic words.

Rafael then turned his attention fully to Iñigo, his gaze direct and assessing. "You found a stone, Iñigo?"

Iñigo, his small heart pounding against his ribs, nodded silently, his eyes locked with Rafael's.

A ghost of a smile touched Rafael's lips. "And did you understand its weight?"

Before Iñigo could respond, Tata Selo spoke, his voice low and carrying a surprising resonance. "The weight of the earth is felt most by those who carry its future, Rafael." His gaze, though still seemingly distant, held a profound depth, a hint of authority that Iñigo had never noticed before.

The exchange was brief but charged with unspoken meaning. Iñigo felt a shiver run down his spine. The truth, the incredible, almost unbelievable truth about Tata Selo, hung heavy in the air between them. He looked at the old man with new eyes, seeing not just a kind adoptive father, but a figure shrouded in mystery, a legend living in their midst.

Rafael's gaze softened slightly as he looked at Tata Selo, a deep respect evident in his demeanor. "Indeed, Tata. And the young ones… they often possess a wisdom that escapes our aging eyes." He then turned back to Iñigo, a new warmth in his expression. "Perhaps you and I should speak later, Iñigo. There are things you might understand… more than others realize."

He left them then, moving on to speak with other villagers, but the weight of his words, coupled with the dawning revelation about Tata Selo, hung heavy in the air. Iñigo glanced at the old man, who had resumed mending the net, his hands moving with a familiar, steady rhythm. But now, Iñigo saw a different aura around him, a quiet strength, a hidden fire. The whispers of "Tandang Kidlat" had found a face, a familiar, beloved face that had been with him all along. The weight of the stone in his memory was now intertwined with the weight of Tata Selo's secret, and Iñigo knew his life in Barrio San Miguel would never be the same.

Later that afternoon, as the sun began its slow descent, painting the sky in hues of fiery orange and soft violet, Rafael sought out Iñigo near the shore.

"Come, Iñigo," Rafael said, his voice low and conspiratorial. "There are things we need to speak of, away from prying ears."

He led Iñigo to a secluded spot beneath the shade of a large mango tree, the air thick with the sweet scent of its blossoms. Rafael spoke in hushed tones, confirming Iñigo's dawning suspicions. He spoke of Tata Selo's long and arduous journey, his unwavering commitment to the freedom of their people, and the heavy burden of leadership he carried in the shadows. He explained the need for secrecy, the constant threat of Spanish spies, and the importance of discerning who could be trusted.

"Tata believes you are special, Iñigo," Rafael said, his gaze direct. "He sees a spark in you, a quickness of mind that belies your years. That is why he took you in. He hoped… he hoped to find someone to carry on the flame."

As Rafael spoke, Iñigo's mind raced. Tata Selo, the quiet man who taught him to fish and mend nets, was a legend whispered in the dark, a symbol of hope for their oppressed community. The realization was both awe-inspiring and deeply unsettling.

Over the next few days, Iñigo began to observe Tata Selo with a newfound awareness. He saw him in hushed conversations with other trusted members of the barrio, his usual gentle demeanor replaced by a quiet authority, his eyes burning with a fierce determination. He witnessed brief, almost imperceptible exchanges – a significant glance, a subtle nod – that spoke volumes of shared understanding and clandestine planning. He saw Benjo and Iska looking at Tata Selo with a mixture of respect and a deep, almost reverent affection. The pieces of the puzzle clicked into place, revealing the intricate network of loyalty and secrecy that surrounded the man he knew as Tata.

At the same time, Tata Selo's hidden illness began to manifest more openly. His cough, once a sporadic occurrence, became more frequent and wracking, often leaving him visibly weakened. There were moments when his usual steady hands would tremble, and a weariness would settle over his features that no amount of rest seemed to alleviate. The urgency of securing a legacy, of passing on his knowledge and his will, became increasingly palpable.

One quiet evening, as the moon cast a silvery glow over the barrio, Tata Selo beckoned Iñigo to sit beside him on the weathered steps of their hut. The old man's breathing was labored, and his voice was weaker than usual, but his eyes held a deep, unwavering intensity.

"Iñigo, my son," Tata Selo began, his voice raspy but filled with a profound affection. "There are things I have kept hidden, secrets I have carried for many years. But the time has come… the time has come for you to know."

He spoke of his past, not as the quiet fisherman, but as one who had witnessed firsthand the injustices and the suffering inflicted upon their people. He spoke of the fire that had ignited within him, a burning desire for freedom that had led him down a dangerous path. He spoke of the early days of resistance, the hopes and the heartbreaks, the sacrifices made in the name of liberation. He revealed himself, not just as Tata Selo, but as "Tandang Kidlat," the Old Lightning that had become a whispered legend.

Iñigo listened in stunned silence, his young mind struggling to reconcile the gentle old man he knew with the enigmatic figure of local lore.

Tata Selo continued, his voice growing weaker but his conviction unwavering. "I took you in, Iñigo, because I saw something in your eyes, a spark of… understanding. Perhaps it was the way you looked at the old symbols, the questions you asked that were beyond your years. I hoped… I hoped that you could be the one… the one to carry on the fight when my time comes."

He spoke of the principles he held dear – justice, courage, and the unwavering belief in the inherent dignity of their people. He spoke of the need for education, for understanding the world beyond their small barrio, to be able to navigate the complexities of the struggle ahead. He spoke of his will, not in terms of material possessions, but in terms of his ideals, his knowledge, and the responsibility to continue the fight for freedom.

"You must learn, Iñigo," Tata Selo said, his gaze piercing. "You must grow strong, in mind and in spirit. You must understand the history that has brought us to this point, and the future we must strive to build. You are my son in spirit, the heir to my… my hope."

The weight of Tata Selo's revelation, the mantle of responsibility he was being asked to bear, settled upon Iñigo, heavier than any stone. He looked at the old man, his adoptive father, his quiet protector, now revealed as a legend, and a profound sense of purpose began to stir within his young heart.

In the days that followed Tata Selo's revelation, Iñigo's life in Barrio San Miguel underwent a profound transformation. His chores and playtime were now interspersed with lessons conducted by both Tata Selo and Rafael. Under Tata Selo's tutelage, he learned about the history of their people, the rich tapestry of their culture before the arrival of the Spanish, and the slow erosion of their freedoms under colonial rule. Tata Selo spoke of forgotten heroes, of past uprisings, and the strategic mistakes that led to their failure. He emphasized the importance of unity, resilience, and the subtle ways in which they could resist without inviting outright destruction.

Rafael, on the other hand, focused on more practical skills. He taught Iñigo basic self-defense, the art of blending into the shadows, and the importance of keen observation. He shared knowledge of the surrounding terrain, the hidden paths through the forests, and the waterways that could serve as both avenues of communication and escape. He also began to subtly introduce Iñigo to the network of trusted individuals within and around Barrio San Miguel, allowing him to witness firsthand the quiet dedication and unwavering resolve of the resistance.

During one of their lessons, as Tata Selo spoke of the futility of direct confrontation with the heavily armed Spanish forces, Iñigo's adult memories surfaced. He recalled the strategies of guerrilla warfare, the effectiveness of hit-and-run tactics, ambushes, and the strategic use of terrain to negate an enemy's superior firepower. Tentatively, carefully choosing his Tagalog words, he voiced his thoughts.

"Tata," Iñigo began, his brow furrowed in thought. "You say we cannot fight them directly… like a big army against another big army. But… what if we fight like… like the shadows? Small attacks, quick and unexpected, then disappear back into the trees and the mountains?"

Tata Selo and Rafael exchanged a surprised glance. The concept, though inherent in some of their more cautious strategies, hadn't been articulated in such a way, especially not by a child.

Tata Selo stroked his chin, his eyes thoughtful. "Like the shadows, you say? Explain more, Iñigo."

Drawing upon his fragmented memories of military strategy, Iñigo spoke of ambushes in narrow passes, of disrupting supply lines, of using the dense jungle as their ally. He spoke of the need for the villagers to know the land better than the Spanish soldiers ever could, turning their familiarity with the terrain into a weapon.

Rafael listened intently, his gaze sharp. He recognized the underlying logic in Iñigo's words, a more systematic approach to the kind of small-scale resistance they were already employing out of necessity.

Tata Selo remained silent for a long moment, his gaze fixed on Iñigo. Then, a slow smile spread across his weathered face. "The lightning… it can strike in many ways, little one. Sometimes a direct bolt, sometimes a flicker in the darkness that ignites a larger fire. Your shadows… they hold a certain wisdom."

This marked a turning point. Iñigo's insights, though couched in simple terms, had resonated with Tata Selo's strategic mind. To gain the full trust of the other members of the resistance, however, required more. Rafael began to subtly test Iñigo, posing hypothetical scenarios, seeking his opinions on logistical challenges, and observing his interactions with the other villagers. Iñigo's quiet intelligence and his ability to grasp complex concepts quickly began to earn him the respect of the core group. They saw in him not just Tata Selo's adopted son, but someone with a unique perspective, a sharp mind that could prove invaluable in the struggles to come.

One evening, during a clandestine meeting held in a hidden clearing in the forest, Tata Selo addressed the small group. "Iñigo here," he said, placing a hand on the boy's shoulder, "has shown a wisdom beyond his years. He sees the fight not just as a clash of armies, but as the dance of shadows and light. We must listen to his insights, for the lightning can illuminate unexpected paths."

The other members, initially surprised by Tata Selo's endorsement, looked at Iñigo with a newfound curiosity and respect. They began to ask him questions, testing his understanding, seeking his perspective. Iñigo, though still a child in appearance, answered with a clarity and insight that slowly won them over. He spoke not of grand battles, but of small, strategic actions that could chip away at the Spanish authority, of the importance of patience and perseverance.

By the end of that meeting, a subtle shift had occurred. Iñigo was no longer just the adopted son of "Tandang Kidlat." He was becoming a part of the resistance in his own right, his unique perspective offering a new dimension to their struggle. The weight of the stone had transformed into the weight of responsibility, a burden he now carried with a growing sense of purpose, guided by the wisdom of the Old Lightning and the trust of a community yearning for freedom.

A shadow fell over Barrio San Miguel, darker and more menacing than the deepest night. A trusted member of the barrio, driven by fear and the promise of reward from the Spanish authorities, betrayed Tata Selo. The details were whispered in hushed tones – a secret meeting place revealed, a patrol diverted, the sudden, brutal arrival of the Guardia Civil in the dead of night.

The capture of Tata Selo sent a shockwave of fear and grief through the community. The man they knew as the quiet fisherman, the man Iñigo knew as his adoptive father, was now exposed as the legendary "Tandang Kidlat," a rebel in the eyes of the Spanish crown. The authorities, finally having their prize, wasted no time. A swift trial, a mockery of justice, was held in the poblacion. The sentence was inevitable: execution for the crime of sedition and rebellion.

News of the sentence reached Barrio San Miguel like a death knell. A heavy silence descended upon the barrio, the vibrant life seemingly drained away. Iñigo felt a profound sense of loss, a gaping hole torn in his young world. The man who had offered him kindness and a home, who had revealed his incredible secret and entrusted him with a legacy, was now facing a brutal end.

In the days leading up to the scheduled execution, Tata Selo, through Rafael's clandestine efforts, managed to send a final message to Iñigo. It was delivered in hushed whispers during a brief, heavily guarded visit orchestrated by sympathetic villagers. Tata Selo, though weakened by captivity, held Iñigo's small hand with surprising strength.

"Iñigo, my son," he rasped, his voice filled with a weary resolve. "The name 'Tandang Kidlat'… it must remain a whisper in the wind, a legend that cannot be extinguished by the fall of one man. It must live on in the hearts of our people, a symbol of hope."

He looked at Iñigo with a deep, knowing gaze. "My time is near. But the fight… the fight must continue. Rafael… he will guide you now. Trust him."

A faint smile touched his lips. "Remember the lessons, Iñigo. Remember the shadows… and the lightning that can strike from within them."

Then, his gaze turned towards Rafael, who stood nearby, his face etched with grief. "Rafael… you are the lightning now. Guide them. Protect him."

Rafael nodded, his jaw tight with emotion. "I will, Tata. I swear it."

True to his word, Tata Selo died a rebel's death, facing the firing squad with a quiet dignity that further cemented the legend of "Tandang Kidlat" in the hearts of those who witnessed it. His final act was not one of defiance, but of serene acceptance, as if passing the torch to a new generation.

In the aftermath of Tata Selo's execution, Rafael knew they had to act quickly to protect Iñigo and ensure the continuation of their efforts. The name "Tandang Kidlat" had become too dangerous, too easily targeted. Following Tata Selo's wishes, the legend would remain just that – a legend, untraceable to any single individual.

Rafael, with the support of the core members of the resistance, made a difficult decision. For Iñigo's safety and future, he would become his legal guardian. Iñigo Reyes, the orphaned foundling, would cease to exist. He would be given a new name, a name that would allow him to blend into the fabric of society, to grow and learn without the immediate shadow of rebellion hanging over him.

Under his new name, carefully chosen by Rafael, Iñigo was formally adopted. To provide him with the education Tata Selo had envisioned, Rafael, using his merchant connections and carefully saved resources, enrolled Iñigo in a reputable school in a nearby town. He was presented as the son of a modest but respectable merchant, a mid-class citizen with opportunities for advancement.

Years passed, each one a subtle layer added to the new identity Iñigo carried. He was now seventeen years old, a young man on the cusp of adulthood. He possessed a quiet confidence, a blend of the shrewdness he had learned in the world of commerce and the unwavering conviction instilled in him by Tata Selo and Rafael. His formal education had provided him with the tools to navigate the complexities of the colonial world, but his true education had been in the shadows, learning the language of resistance and the weight of history.

The late 1880s and early 1890s were a period of increasing unrest across the Philippines. While the overt large-scale revolution had not yet erupted, the seeds of discontent were being sown in fertile ground. The writings of Filipino intellectuals like José Rizal were circulating, and the Katipunan was secretly gaining traction.

Iñigo, through his burgeoning merchant activities, traveled to various towns and provinces, observing the political landscape and subtly connecting with those who yearned for freedom. He learned of the scattered resistance efforts and the growing influence of nationalist ideals.

Returning to Rafael, Iñigo expressed his need to return to Zambales. With Rafael's blessing and a cover story, he set out. As he drew closer to Barrio San Miguel, the familiar scents stirred bittersweet memories. The barrio seemed quieter, the faces of the adults etched with hardship.

Moving cautiously, he made subtle inquiries, masking his true purpose. He learned of losses and disappearances, but also of a quiet resilience that persisted. One evening, near the balete tree, a young woman recognized him, using a coded greeting from the old days.

In that moment, standing beneath the silent gaze of the ancient tree, Iñigo knew that the embers still glowed in Zambales. The legend of "Tandang Kidlat" might have been shrouded in secrecy, but the spirit of resistance lived on. His journey back was a step towards his future, a future intertwined with the legacy of the Old Lightning.

The end

Tagalog:

> "Ang kidlat ay maaaring bumagsak, ngunit ang liwanag nito ay mananatili sa alaala ng mga nakasaksi. Ang tunay na pamana ay hindi sa pangalan, kundi sa apoy na naiwan sa puso ng mga susunod."

> "Tandang Kidlat"

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English Translation:

> "Lightning may strike and fall, but its light remains in the memory of those who witnessed it. True legacy is not in a name, but in the fire left in the hearts of those who follow."

> "Old Lightning

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