"Why don't you just tell Tara already i mean you love me right, you said it your self, so why don't you just let her go" this was not what i expected to walk in on after a very long day of work. "you know why i am still with her, and besides we agreed that i will tell her but not until she gets the documents for the land her mother left her and will change all details and leave her with nothing at all, so patience my love okay."i felt my my stomach just dropped to the floor, tears rolling down my face. i was giving up my dream for this man so that we could build a family, thinking i was the only woman in his life but here he was plotting against me with another woman on my downfall
My name is Tara Liam, well i am not really sure if thats important but well now you know me, raised in the outskirt of the city all i ever wanted was to one day make it big, but i could not leave my mother all alone. he raise me all by herself after my mother abandoned me and my mother for a younger woman, which gave my mother depression which lead to her illness. some times i despise him for it but i realised he was not worth it. My mother, who i loved the most had just passed away few months ago, which left me broken and lost, not sure what to do anymore, I felt as if my entire world had just crumbled down while i stood watch but my fiance was there to hold me through it all reminding me if the dreams and plans i had in mind. Even though we were rich my mom owned a store not far from where i stayed and in with that she was able to but the house we were staying in. atleast i had something to hold me on while i know what step to take next. Since there was nothing keeping me back there anymore i thought of leasing both the store and the house and find what my future holds in the big city and since i knew no one from there apart from my finace, i asked if i could stay with him, i mean we will get married and all so i did not think much about it anyways. But he suggested that instead of me leasing the two places why don't i just sell them and so that we can get a better place. I did not agree to the idea because those where the only things my mother left for me, the only remembrance of her that i had and selling meant letting of her and i was not ready to do that since i knew how hard she worked to acquire all that. But seeing that it as bringing alot of problems in our relationship and he was the only one i relied on no more than ever i decided to get the documents and change them so that everything will be easy one once i got a better deal on the plate. I took me a while to get everything in order and once i did i decided to go and surprise him. Even though his place was far from where i lived, i could not share the news on the phone so i had to go there.
We had not yet officially moved in together but sometimes i would stay there especially on the weekends so i had his house keys incase i wanted to drop by and he was not home, so once i got there i just used the keys that he had initially gave me and i let myself in but instead of me being surprise i was the one was surprise instead. I could not believe what i was just hearing, but that was definitely Lucas voice, tears rolled down my cheeks, all the strength in my legs suddenly vanished and i could no long hold myself all i could do was drop on the floor, i felt so stupid and used, just thinking that this was the same man who i was going to give up everything for and foolishly thinking of starting a family with was the same man who was planning my own downfall with a mother woman with no remorse of where this would affect me, i must have looked so gullible to him, i mean a small girl who wants to make it big in city i not only knew no one but also knew nothing about. I remembered the first time Lucas came to the neighbourhood, he caught my eye instantly even though he has just cam for a project and happened to leave five minutes away from where i lived. My mother would send me there to get him some items that he had just ordered form our store, soon he left aster his his project was done and since i had just joined university he helped me alot with making project and that how we started getting closer. He was the most sweetest guy i had ever met, loving him came naturally. Now thinking back i could not help but feel even more pathetic. i picked myself up, my mother always said my never to let anyone try tot gain something from you if you will not be receiving in the end so i picked the little courage that i had just dropped on the floor wiped my face clean and before i barged in, not prepared of the scene that i was about to witness one i went in, and if the words did not bother me then this scene definitely did, i pulled all the composure that i did not have, and tried my best to voice out the words that were ringing in my head. 'Lucas! what did yousay just now?.