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Chapter 14 - letting go

The tentative reconciliation of the previous evening felt fragile, a thin layer of ice over a deep chasm of years of neglect. Nicholas stood in the doorway, his shoulders slumped, the shadows of his past still clinging to him.

"That's too late, Dad," he said, his voice flat, devoid of the earlier emotional outburst. "You had years to build that relationship, years to show you cared. You chose not to. Now, it's… it's just too late." He paused, his gaze hardening. "But you can still make a difference *now*. Michael and I are supposed to be taken to the school for the super-abled tomorrow. And I know he won't go unless you force him." His voice dripped with a mixture of resentment and weary resignation. "You said you want what's best for us. Then tell him. Tell him to go."

Michael, who had been silently observing the exchange, spoke up, his voice low and defiant. "We're not leaving, Dad. Not to some fancy school."

The words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken resentments. Nicholas's bitterness was palpable. He turned to face his brother.

"Leaving him?" Nicholas scoffed, a hint of his earlier anger returning. "He isn't even around anymore. We rarely see him, and when we do, he doesn't even say a word. What's the point? He's already left." He turned and walked out, leaving the two men alone in the charged silence.

Michael looked at his father, his expression a mixture of defiance and hurt. "I'm not leaving you, Dad," he said, his voice firm but his eyes glistening with unshed tears.

Arthur reached out, his hand hovering over Michael's shoulder before gently settling there. His own eyes welled, the weight of his past mistakes, his failures as a father, pressing down on him. He swallowed, his throat thick with emotion.

"Son," he began, his voice thick with unshed tears, "I know I messed up. Terribly. I was lost, consumed by grief, and I pushed you both away. I focused so much on the idea of protecting you, on preparing you for the future, that I forgot to… to actually be there *in* the present. I failed you both in ways I can't even begin to comprehend."

He paused, his gaze locking with Michael's. "This school… it's a chance. A chance for you to learn to control your powers, to understand them, to… to protect yourself. It's a chance to train with others who understand what you're going through, who can help you to grow, to become stronger, not just physically, but mentally too."

He squeezed Michael's shoulder gently, the physical contact a bridge across the gulf that separated them. "I know you're afraid. I know you don't want to leave. And believe me, son, the thought of you being away from me, even for a short time, is excruciating. But this… this is about your future. Your safety. Your potential. And I need you to understand that, even if it hurts us both terribly right now."

He took a deep breath, his voice cracking slightly. "I know I haven't earned your trust, not really. But please, Michael, believe me when I say I want what is best for you. This is it. This is the best chance you have. Let me help you."

The raw emotion in his father's voice, the genuine regret and the unspoken love, pierced through Michael's defenses. He knew his father was right. He knew he needed this. He just wished it didn't have to hurt so much. He nodded slowly, a single tear tracing a path down his cheek, a silent acknowledgement of his father's plea, and of his own need for growth and understanding. The decision was agonizing, yet it felt like a necessary step towards healing, towards a future where he could finally stand beside his father, not as a shadow, but as an equal.

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The following morning, the air hung heavy with unspoken emotions. Michael stood by the car, his duffel bag at his feet, his gaze fixed on the ground. Nicholas leaned against the house, arms crossed, his expression unreadable. Arthur stood beside Michael, his hand resting lightly on his son's shoulder, a silent gesture of support and apology.

The car, a sleek black sedan, was far more sophisticated than anything Michael had expected. The driver, a tall, imposing woman with short-cropped silver hair, stepped out and gave a curt nod to Arthur. She held a professional air, a stark contrast to the emotional turmoil swirling around them.

"Ready, Mr. Michael?" she asked, her tone polite but firm.

Michael remained silent, his gaze still fixed on the ground, his shoulders slumped. He was wrestling with a torrent of conflicting emotions. Fear of the unknown, the uncertainty of leaving home, and the lingering pain of his father's past neglect, all battled for dominance within him.

Arthur squeezed Michael's shoulder gently. "Son," he said softly, his voice filled with a mixture of sorrow and hope, "this is not goodbye. This is… a new beginning. A chance for you to grow, to learn, to become the incredible person I know you are."

He paused, his voice breaking slightly. "And I'll be here. I'll be here for both of you. Always."

He pulled his son into a hug, a hug that was tighter, longer, and more meaningful than any he had given before. It was a hug that spoke volumes of regret, of unspoken promises, of a desperate plea for forgiveness.

As Arthur released him, Michael looked up, his eyes glistening with tears. He met his father's gaze, saw the genuine remorse, the unwavering love in his eyes. And for the first time, he truly believed him.

Nicholas watched from the sidelines, his face still unreadable, but a hint of something akin to hope – a fragile, flickering ember – sparked in his eyes. He remained silent, still hurt and cautious, but the tension in his stance had eased slightly. He wasn't ready to forgive, not completely, but the scene before him hinted at a potential for change, a possibility of a future where he too might receive the love and attention he had so desperately craved.

Michael turned to the car, took a deep breath, and stepped forward. He offered a small, almost imperceptible nod to his father. It wasn't a goodbye, not really. It was a promise – a promise of a new beginning, a promise to make his father proud, a promise to heal, both himself and their fractured family. As the car pulled away, Arthur remained standing there, watching until it disappeared down the long driveway, his heart both aching and strangely hopeful. The journey ahead would be long, and filled with its share of difficulties, but for the first time in a long time, he felt a glimmer of something resembling peace. The road to reconciliation was still ahead of them, but they had finally begun to walk it together.

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