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Chapter 17 - Awkward

[Countdown to Midterms: 109 Days Remaining]

Event: "A Tired Student"

Survival Rate: 14%

Status: Avoidance Mode: Active

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The dorm was quiet.

Too quiet.

Not peaceful quiet—awkward quiet. The kind that makes your skin itch and your brain overanalyze every creak of the floorboards.

I hadn't seen Alex—Aeliana, I guess—since the incident.

And by "incident," I mean walking in, seeing everything, and immediately sprinting out like a cartoon character mid-breakdown.

I skipped breakfast. Avoided the kitchen entirely. Didn't even bother checking the class schedule.

Not that I needed it today.

Midterms didn't care about social drama.

And neither did my survival rate.

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I spent the entire day on the backfield.

Training.

Sweating.

Breaking every inch of my too-soft, too-unbattle-hardened body.

"Again," I muttered.

The training dummy stood firm.

I slashed, twisted, blinked behind it, and slammed a charged Fire Lance from point-blank range.

It exploded in a gout of flame. I hit the ground in a roll, coughing from the smoke, arms trembling.

"Again."

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Hours passed.

I didn't stop.

The academy's floating sunstone dipped low in the sky, casting long gold shadows over the field.

I trained with Crescent in silence. No jokes. No sass. No commentary.

Just the hum of her blade in my hand and the heat of my breath against cold wind.

I threw Flash into a mid-air blink, snapped around, and launched a Fire Lance toward a second dummy. My aim was off. It grazed the side and fizzled out.

"Too shallow," I muttered. "Try again."

"You've hit your limit," Crescent finally said, gently. "You're burning mana too fast."

"I'm fine."

"Felix—"

"I said I'm fine."

Silence.

Then, softer:

"This won't make it go away, you know."

I didn't answer.

Because I knew she was right.

But right now? Training was easier than facing a dorm where a girl I'd shared a sink with every morning was probably debating whether to stab me or never speak to me again.

I mean come on it was a first for me!

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I collapsed against the base of a tree near the field, sweat dripping from my neck, shirt stuck to my back. The grass was cool. The sky slowly turned violet.

I checked my system.

[Mana: 18/100]

[Stamina: 24%]

[Mental Clarity: Poor]

Skill Proficiency:

– Flash (53%)

– Fire Lance (21%)

– Crescent (Bonded)

Status Effect: Minor Mana Fatigue

Recommended Action: Rest. Eat. Stop being self-destructive.

I scoffed.

Crescent sighed in my head.

"You do realise that you'll need to talk to her eventually."

"I know."

"Then why are you out here punishing yourself like you're in a tragic anime arc?"

"Because it's easier than walking back in there and seeing her look at me like I'm… I don't know. A thief or a creep or—"

"A boy who got unlucky with timing and doesn't know how to say 'sorry' properly?"

I sighed. "Yeah. That."

She didn't press me further.

She just settled quietly in the back of my mind.

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Night fell.

I finally dragged myself back to the dorm.

The windows glowed warmly from inside.

I stood at the door for a long moment.

Hand on the handle. Heart rattling like it wanted to escape my ribs.

Then I turned around.

And headed for the roof.

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[System Notice: Fatigue accumulating. Sleep is recommended. System Integrity holds.]

Ego Weapon: Calm. Watching.

Midterms approach. The system does not care about your awkwardness.

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