[Countdown to Midterms: 109 Days Remaining]
Event: "A Tired Student"
Survival Rate: 14%
Status: Avoidance Mode: Active
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The dorm was quiet.
Too quiet.
Not peaceful quiet—awkward quiet. The kind that makes your skin itch and your brain overanalyze every creak of the floorboards.
I hadn't seen Alex—Aeliana, I guess—since the incident.
And by "incident," I mean walking in, seeing everything, and immediately sprinting out like a cartoon character mid-breakdown.
I skipped breakfast. Avoided the kitchen entirely. Didn't even bother checking the class schedule.
Not that I needed it today.
Midterms didn't care about social drama.
And neither did my survival rate.
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I spent the entire day on the backfield.
Training.
Sweating.
Breaking every inch of my too-soft, too-unbattle-hardened body.
"Again," I muttered.
The training dummy stood firm.
I slashed, twisted, blinked behind it, and slammed a charged Fire Lance from point-blank range.
It exploded in a gout of flame. I hit the ground in a roll, coughing from the smoke, arms trembling.
"Again."
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Hours passed.
I didn't stop.
The academy's floating sunstone dipped low in the sky, casting long gold shadows over the field.
I trained with Crescent in silence. No jokes. No sass. No commentary.
Just the hum of her blade in my hand and the heat of my breath against cold wind.
I threw Flash into a mid-air blink, snapped around, and launched a Fire Lance toward a second dummy. My aim was off. It grazed the side and fizzled out.
"Too shallow," I muttered. "Try again."
"You've hit your limit," Crescent finally said, gently. "You're burning mana too fast."
"I'm fine."
"Felix—"
"I said I'm fine."
Silence.
Then, softer:
"This won't make it go away, you know."
I didn't answer.
Because I knew she was right.
But right now? Training was easier than facing a dorm where a girl I'd shared a sink with every morning was probably debating whether to stab me or never speak to me again.
I mean come on it was a first for me!
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I collapsed against the base of a tree near the field, sweat dripping from my neck, shirt stuck to my back. The grass was cool. The sky slowly turned violet.
I checked my system.
[Mana: 18/100]
[Stamina: 24%]
[Mental Clarity: Poor]
Skill Proficiency:
– Flash (53%)
– Fire Lance (21%)
– Crescent (Bonded)
Status Effect: Minor Mana Fatigue
Recommended Action: Rest. Eat. Stop being self-destructive.
I scoffed.
Crescent sighed in my head.
"You do realise that you'll need to talk to her eventually."
"I know."
"Then why are you out here punishing yourself like you're in a tragic anime arc?"
"Because it's easier than walking back in there and seeing her look at me like I'm… I don't know. A thief or a creep or—"
"A boy who got unlucky with timing and doesn't know how to say 'sorry' properly?"
I sighed. "Yeah. That."
She didn't press me further.
She just settled quietly in the back of my mind.
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Night fell.
I finally dragged myself back to the dorm.
The windows glowed warmly from inside.
I stood at the door for a long moment.
Hand on the handle. Heart rattling like it wanted to escape my ribs.
Then I turned around.
And headed for the roof.
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[System Notice: Fatigue accumulating. Sleep is recommended. System Integrity holds.]
Ego Weapon: Calm. Watching.
Midterms approach. The system does not care about your awkwardness.