My mind was swimming. I couldn't understand what she was asking me. What charity event did we meet at. Then somewhere in the back of my mind a vague memory of an event drop off I did for the offices in our buildings. They had all pulled resources to make one large donation so it would get the notice of the event planners. It worked too. They spent what felt like forever asking me questions that I wasn't authorized to answer and begging for me to commit to further donations. I calmly dealt with each one of them and by the time I had finished I could only climb into bed without even undressing and forget the night had ever even happened. I looked at her in awe my body trembling with joy.
"No, I'm sorry I don't remember what it was for either. It was a political move by the companies in our building I was just their representative. I'll have to be sure to thank them for sending me though. While we're making confessions I have one of my own. I am in love with you. I fell in love when you walked on to the bus and I've only fallen deeper every day since. So please tell me I didn't misunderstand you. You love me too, right?" I couldn't help it, it still didn't feel real to me.
"You're as sharp as ever love. You are the one for me. I really thought I gave it away. I couldn't help but be a little touchy feely. Especially once I realized you found me attractive."
"Yeah, honestly I just felt bad for your future girlfriend if your idea of settling down was to be so intimate with me, ha ha ha ha ha," I couldn't help, but laugh at the absurdity of the situation. I realized there on that blanket, staring at my beautiful girlfriend that I should have known much sooner, "You know you weren't wrong though I am straight," I admitted to her. She looked at me confused and a little hurt. I quickly clarified, "In my entire life I've only ever been attracted to men and my goddess."
She smiled at me and I dove forward into her lap rolling over and looking up at her ample bosom that blocked my view, "you know you bought me this amazing outfit to confess in, I'll have to take you to play dress up doll next time," she said. I could not see her face beyond her bust, but I could hear the lustful sneer playing on her lips. I sat up in a single sharp motion and I could see the surprise in Gisele's gorgeous blue eyes.
"Sorry didn't mean to startle you," I said reaching my hand out and placing it on her check, "I just got tired of trying to figure out how to kiss you from your lap, so I decided the direct approach was for the best," I told her, licking my lips as I leaned in to the waiting embrace of my bronze skinned goddess. Her lips parted as mine pressed into her and I slid my tongue into her, probing her mouth and lapping against her own tongue that was invading me. I could feel her own hunger mixing with mine, and I want to climb onto her and devour her here in the park. All time slipped away as I explored her body and caressed her unceasingly. The crevasse of her neck, behind her ear lobe, deep in her cleavage, no place was off limits to me now and I showed no restraint. She moaned her approval and as I could no longer contain myself an explosion drew me from my trance like state and I was back in the park with the woman I loved and curiously enough a spread of deserts and a bottle of champagne had appeared on the blanket.
"Come. lay next to me. These fireworks don't happen everyday you know."
I obeyed and she tucked an arm under my neck. I laid there in bliss and we just enjoyed the moment that stretched on until the last firework faded from the night sky, "Great let's enjoy dessert before I take you home."
"Wait take me home? Aren't we going to stay together tonight?"
"My love, you are truly special to me so please don't misunderstand me. I'm going to say something to you I haven't said since I became an adult. No, we can't spend the night together. I fear if we start our relationship in a night of fiery passion, then that passion will be all will have. Please wait for me."
I was touched and I was frustrated, but I loved her so deeply already I couldn't deny her, but I couldn't deny myself either so I said the only thing I could make my mouth say, "One week," that's what came out and Gisele looked puzzled so I took a deep breath and made myself explain, "I love you too and I believe you when you say this relationship is special to you. I want to honor every wish my goddess has. However this relationship is also special to me. No relationship no matter how long we were together has felt real to me. I've always taken things super slow because of it. Also I've only had a handful of dates in the last year so it's been longer than that since I had sex. I've been turned on since I've met you. If you make me wait longer than a week I fear I'll lose my mind. It's definitely selfish and it may even be manipulative, but please for the sake of our love tell me we can share my bed next weekend."
I was so scared I had never been so direct with a lover in my entire life. I never needed another person to agree with me so bad either, but now all I could do was wait and see what she would say.
"Of course my love, I want to start this relationship on firm ground but I'm a slut not a nun ahh ah," she chuckled as she handed me a strawberry, "But I do have one condition. Every night this week we have to have a date. If we just part ways and then get together next Friday... Well we might as well do it now if that's how it was going to be. So a conscious effort beforehand seems fair. Also just know maybe I was a slut. Ok no maybe I was a slut. And this is my Idea, but that doesn't mean it's easy for me to not ravish you here and now."
I blushed at the last part of her statement and nodded my agreement to the first part. She fed me desserts and sipped champagne. I took notice of the fact that she had a great selection of sweets that I loved but she ate very little of it. In the darkness I let her spoil me and all too soon she had fed me the last bite and it was time for us to depart. Of course I didn't miss my opportunity to grope and caress her intensely and I was happy to not only hear her moan but feel her hands wondering all around my body. As I was beginning to struggle to keep my promise we pulled up in front of my house and she pulled from my grip. She handed me a little black box and leaned in to whisper in my ear, "Enjoy your evening, I'll see you tomorrow."
I nodded absentmindedly took my gift and retreated to my house.