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Chapter 6 - Ashfang Baptism

The crescent mark behind her ear woke her before dawn, pulsing hot enough to make her gasp.

Aria pressed her palm against it, felt the raised skin like a brand she'd chosen. The silver fire in her chest had settled during the night—no longer the wild thing that had erupted to save her, but a steady ember waiting to be fed. She didn't trust it. Didn't understand it. But it was hers now, as much as the hollow ache where her thread used to live.

She rose slowly, testing each joint, each wound. Her ankle had improved from agony to mere misery. The shoulder still screamed when she lifted her arm above chest height, but the bleeding had stopped. Small mercies in a world suddenly empty of them.

The moon pool was gone. Or perhaps she was—during her unconscious hours, she'd crawled further than memory served. The silver-barked trees remained, but sparser now, giving way to thornash and blackpine. The fog had lifted enough to reveal the terrain ahead: steep ravines, clusters of razor vine, paths that were suggestions more than certainties.

Move.

Not her mother's voice this time. Her own. Harder than it used to be.

Aria found a stick, tested its strength, used it to take weight off her bad ankle. Each step was deliberate, calculated. The girl who'd stumbled through pack halls with downcast eyes was dead—left behind in the ceremonial circle with her dignity and her bond. What moved through the forest now was something else. Something learning.

The first lesson came from hunger.

She'd been empty so long the ache had faded to background noise, but her body was beginning to consume itself. Shaking hands, blurred vision, the dangerous lightness that preceded collapse. In the pack, food had been regulated, rationed, handed down from Beta to Gamma to Omega in careful portions. Here, there was only what you could find or catch or steal.

Movement in the underbrush caught her eye. Rabbit—no, something else. The tracks were wrong, the scent unfamiliar. But small. Manageable. Prey.

The word sat strange in her mind. She'd never been the hunter.

Aria lowered herself behind a fallen log, ignored the protest from her shoulder. Waited. Watched. The creature emerged slowly—something between marten and fox, with eyes too intelligent for normal game. It sniffed the air, tensed, began to retreat.

She moved without thinking. Not pouncing—she was too injured for that—but herding. Using the stick to direct it toward a natural bottleneck between two boulders. It darted left; she was there. Right; blocked again. Not fast, but inevitable.

The creature's panic scent filled her nose. Part of her—the old part, the Omega part—wanted to let it go. But the new part, the part marked by crescents and flame, knew better.

The weak feed the strong. Always.

She'd been weak. Now she was merely broken. There was a difference.

The kill was messy, graceless. Her bare hands and desperation against its teeth and terror. But when it was done, she had meat. Raw, gamey, nothing like the prepared meals of pack life. She ate anyway, tearing flesh with fingers that shook from more than hunger.

That's when she smelled it.

Rogue.

Not the wild honey and smoke of her mysterious savior. This was sourness and old rage, the scent of a wolf who'd been too long alone and liked it that way. Aria froze, bloodied meat still in her hands, as a shape materialized from the trees.

Male. Scarred. Lean in the way of creatures who hunted more than they caught. His eyes were yellow-green, like sickness given form, and they fixed on her with the intensity of a wolf who'd just found something interesting.

"Pack-blood," he said, voice rough from disuse. "But threadless. Interesting."

Aria didn't answer. Couldn't, with her mouth full of his territory's game. She swallowed, tasted copper and fear, kept her eyes on his while her hand found the stick.

He laughed—an ugly sound. "Going to fight me, little lost? With your broken ankle and torn shoulder and spirit still bleeding from rejection?"

He could smell it all. Of course he could. Just as she could smell the madness creeping around his edges, the particular rot that came from choosing isolation over death but finding no purpose in the choosing.

"Not going to fight," she said carefully. "Going to leave."

"With my meat in your belly?"

The old Aria would have apologized. Begged. Offered to make amends through service or submission. But that Aria was dead, and this one had tasted blood.

"Yes."

He moved faster than her eyes could track. One moment crouched across the clearing, the next slamming into her with enough force to drive all air from her lungs. They hit the ground hard, his weight crushing, his teeth bared inches from her throat.

"Wrong answer, pack-blood."

But Aria had been listening to the forest. Learning its language. She'd noticed the way he favored his left side, the old wound that hadn't healed clean. When he pinned her, she didn't fight his strength. She fought his weakness.

Her knee found the old injury. He howled, jerked back, and she rolled away. Not far—her ankle wouldn't allow it—but far enough to find her feet, to get the stick between them.

"I'm not pack-blood," she said, spitting dirt and truth. "Not anymore."

He circled her, no longer amused. "Then what are you?"

The crescent mark burned hotter. Not with power—no silver flame came to save her—but with memory. With the echo of divine whispers and impossible futures.

"Learning."

Something in her tone made him pause. His nostrils flared, catching scents beneath scents. The blood, yes. The fear. But also the moon pool's lingering touch, the mark of something greater than pack law.

"You're her," he breathed. "The one who burned the corrupted thing. The one Dorian watches."

Dorian. The name hit her like ice water. Her mysterious savior had a name.

The rogue backed away, suddenly wary. "He said you'd come this way. Said to let you pass if you survived the teaching."

"What teaching?"

But he was already leaving, melting back into the trees with the kind of fear that came from knowing exactly how dangerous knowledge could be. "Find him yourself, flame-touched. If you're what he thinks you are."

Then she was alone again, heart hammering, the taste of her small victory sour in her mouth.

Dorian.

She had a name now. A direction. And as the day wore on and her path wound higher into the mountains, she began to catch familiar scents. Wild honey. Pine smoke. The particular musk of a wolf who'd made the wild his home.

She found him as the sun touched the horizon, painting the sky in shades of blood and bruise.

He sat beneath an ancient blackpine, working a piece of wood with a bone knife. Shavings curled around his feet like fallen snow. He didn't look up when she approached, though she knew he'd sensed her from a hundred yards out.

"You didn't die." His voice carried that same granite roughness, but there might have been approval buried in it. "Impressive. That's where most stories end."

Aria leaned against her stick, exhausted but standing. "A rogue found me. Said you told him to let me pass."

"Marcus. Territorial but not stupid." He finally looked up, those gold eyes taking in her bloodied hands, her new steadiness, the way she stood despite everything trying to drag her down. "You ate."

Not a question. She nodded anyway.

"Raw?"

Another nod.

"Good. First lesson learned." He set aside the carving, rose in that fluid way that spoke of perfect control. "The pack teaches you to wait for permission. To eat what's given. To be grateful for scraps. Out here, you eat what you kill, when you kill it, or you don't eat at all."

"Is that what you're going to teach me? To hunt?"

His laugh was dark honey over broken glass. "Any wolf can hunt. I'm going to teach you to think like prey that decided to grow teeth."

He moved closer, circled her slowly. She turned to track him, noticed how he placed each foot, how he disturbed nothing, left no trace.

"Tell me," he said, "what did the pack teach you about strength?"

The answer came automatically. "Strength comes from the Alpha. From blood and bond and the Goddess's blessing."

"Wrong." He stopped directly in front of her. "What else?"

"That... that Omegas are weak. That we serve because we cannot lead."

"Wrong again." He reached out, tapped her chest where the hollow ache lived. "Strength isn't muscle, flame, or thread. Strength is what you build when no one's watching you burn."

The words sank into her like stones into deep water.

"The pack makes you loud," he continued. "Teaches you to announce yourself, to take up space, to demand recognition. Out here?" He gestured to the darkening forest. "The loud die first. The proud die second. The ones who survive are the ones who learn to be nothing until the moment they need to be everything."

"Teach me."

He studied her for a long moment. Then: "First lesson's free. Rest cost pain."

"I'm familiar with pain."

"Not this kind." He moved back to the blackpine, crouched with that perfect balance. "Tonight, you sleep in the open. No shelter. No fire. No protection but what your instincts provide."

Aria's throat tightened. The forest at night was death's own hunting ground. "That's suicide."

"That's baptism." His gold eyes held no mercy, but perhaps something else. Respect for what she might become. "The wild needs to know you. Needs to taste your scent, your stillness, your intent. You survive the night by being so quiet, so still, so much a part of it that even the hunters pass you by."

"And if I can't?"

"Then you're not worth teaching." He pulled something from his belt—a strip of leather with strange marks burned into it. "Wear this. It won't protect you, but it'll let me find your body come morning."

She took the leather, felt the marks pulse with subtle warmth. Survival or death. No middle ground. No safety net. No pack to run to when the darkness grew teeth.

"Where?"

He pointed to a cluster of stones fifty yards from his camp. Far enough that he wouldn't intervene. Close enough that he'd hear her die.

Aria made her way to the stones on legs that threatened to buckle. Found a depression between them that would hide most of her body. Settled into it as darkness crept across the sky, erasing the world inch by inch.

"Remember," Dorian's voice carried on the wind, "you're not hiding from the forest. You're becoming part of it. Be stone. Be shadow. Be nothing until dawn."

Then silence.

Aria lay in her stone hollow and felt the night come alive around her. Every sound was magnified—the rustle of leaves, the crack of twigs, the distant howl of something hungry. Her instincts screamed at her to run, to hide, to find walls and warmth and safety.

She breathed through it. Slow. Steady. The way prey breathed when it knew the predator was close but hadn't found it yet.

I am stone. I am shadow. I am nothing.

Hours passed. Things moved in the darkness. Some passed close enough that she could smell them—fox and owl and creatures that had no names in pack teaching. Once, something large enough to shake the ground stopped mere feet from her hiding place. Sniffed. Waited.

She didn't move. Didn't breathe. Became so still that her heartbeat sounded like thunder in her ears.

It moved on.

The crescent mark pulsed with each test, each moment of perfect stillness. Not with power—she was beyond the moon's direct light here—but with recognition. With approval for this new thing she was becoming.

By the time dawn touched the sky, Aria had learned the most important lesson of all:

She wouldn't be prey again. Not to wolves. Not to fate. Not even to the Goddess.

She would be the shadow that shadows feared.

The nothing that became everything.

The flame that chose when to burn.

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