Epilouge:
"Our heart's were never meant for each other, let's just forget about the past and give space to one another, my love" she smiled, caressing my face with her gentle hand, tears started flowing down my cheeks as she walks away, "Take another step and ill jump!" I opened the hospital's balcony and threatened her with my life "Arianna! You'll get hurt, c-come on" her hand reaches mine "come on now" as I reached for her hand, I slip and lost my balance "NO!" I-i was falling, I closed my eyes I felt a hand on my waist protecting my head as I was falling…no as we were falling from the 15th floor, I cried and held her tightly as I saw her face.
Chapter 1: The end of the beginning
I woke up, my body numb, I was alive, WHAT? I-I'm alive? h-how.., wait where's Ash! '' Miss! Are you ok?'' someone help me get up, ''I-I need to find her…'' I feel dizzy… no I need to find ash…, (beep, beep, beep) I opened my eyes, my visions were blurry, I saw someone standing beside me. She smelled familiar, ''miss are you ok? Miss?'' t-that voice… I know that voice… ''ash? ASH!... I-it is you!'' I hugged her tightly afraid of losing her again, I look into her sweet crimson eyes, but why does she look different? ''uhmm… Miss I think you got the wrong person'' she smiled awkwardly, ''no, your ash my lover…'' I stared at her with a confuse face ''sorry but I don't really know you…'' this can't be happening… she doesn't remember me… ''uhh... miss are you alright?.. You look a little pale.. Should I call the nurse-'' ''don't.'' I was still lost to what she said ''you really don't know me?'' I looked at her confused face, ''I'm really sorry, but I'm not the one that you're looking for… please excuse me I need to go''
I was stunned and couldn't look into her eyes, ''uh... miss this is my number please call me if you need me'' she walked away just like that without remembering her lover, I sob uncontrollably, ''y-you promised to remember me! Y-you promised you'd love me, YOU PATHETIC LIAR!'' I threw the glass vase and picked up a broken glass, ''what… what could I do without you…AHHHHHH!!!'' I sobbed nonstop until I decided to end this pathetic nightmare, it hurts…. It hurts so much, I saw a bright light as the door burst open, a familiar face showed up but I couldn't clearly saw who it was, my visions was blurry again I felt dizzy the bleeding of my stomach won't stop, ''I want ash…''
Then again I passed out, I was so pathetic killing myself wouldn't bring back ash, how foolish of me. ''YOUNG MISTRESS! OH! MY DEAR LORD, WE'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU! WERE SO WORRIED! After you vanish last night'' what?... l-last night???.. b-but I died, ''what do you mean last night?.. and who are you? Why are you calling me young mistress?'' she looked at me confuse ''i-im your maid, selena remember?'' what? but she. She died due to illness and old age... But why does she looked so young… wait this is impossible.. noo way.. Did I travel back in time?!!... ''uhh.. Young mistress are you alright?'' I turned my head at her ''what year is it?'' she looked puzzled ''it's the 1990's my lady.. Why? Is there something wrong?'' I did traveled back in time! That means that girl who looks like ash is ash but it's her younger self! I can't believe it! I did traveled back on time! ''ahh.. Young mistress is everything alright?'' I looked at her smirking ''uhh.. Young master is there something wrong? Hehe... .'' she laugh awkwardly, I'll make sure to not do the same mistake again, I will protect ash.
Damn I forgot my parents, ''ah...Hahaha... young mistress are you alright you look pale and your shaking'' this car smell is making my stomach funny, haaa…, ''were here now young mistress'' the mansion still looks the same, nothing has ever changed, the car stop my heart's beating so fast like its going to escape, haaa.. Damn it I stood hesitating to open the door ''good luck young mistress'' ''WHAT?! YOU'RE NOT COMING WITH ME? COME ON!!'' She bowed not answering me ''ill pray for you my lady'' she move backward, putting her earplugs in… WHAT? ERPLUGS? DAMN IT ''SERIOUSLY?!'' haaa… I gulp ready to get scolded, I took a deep breath and open the door, I closed my eyes ready for an earful of scolding, but I felt a warm body on me ''my baby.. I was really worried! Where have you gone too? Are you alright? Have you eaten? I prepared your favorite.'' ''y-you're not mad?'' why would I be mad at you my princess? What's this? Why is there a bandage on your stomach? Did you get hurt? Who did it?! Tell me his name and I will hunt him down-'' ''mom stop I'm ok really I just hurted myself by a scissor'' she held me with her hands ''you should get some rest Hun and don't worry about your dad I will talk to him, selena bring her to her room'' ''yes your countess''
''This is your room my lady'' it's the same as always, its dark and cold, ''I shall take my break now'' she bowed at me ''wait… c-can you stay with me until I fall asleep?'' ''as you wish my lady'', I layed down on my bed as selena stayed by my side ''would you like me to sing a lullaby my lady?'' ''come on I'm not a kid anymore… but only this time....'' she chuckled with her sweet voice, ''you are my sunshine, my only sunshine'' ''really?'' ''it brings back the old days when we were still young my lady I always sing you a song to get you to sleep, you make me happy when skies are grey..'' I smiled at her.
I woke up in an unfamiliar place ''w-where am I?'' I looked around at my surroundings, there I saw an old lady standing in front of a big blossom like she was waiting for someone,''uhh..Excuse me? Can I ask if where am I? she looked at me with her dark blue eye's she smiled sweetly, she then changes her direction and looks at the green field hoping for someone to show up, she stayed silent ''maam? Can you please tell me where we are?'' she then looked down it was like she lost her hope
A sudden cold air gush and she vanished like a thin air, it started to rain heavily, and the green field was no longer green. A sudden lightning strikes the blossom tree, then it all became dark ''hello? Is anyone here? HELLO??!!'' I tried running into another direction but there was nothing, until I heard a familiar echoing voice ''lady Arianna?!'' selena! ''SELENA WHERE ARE YOU!?'' I shouted as loud as I can ''my lady please open your eyes!'' huh... realization hits this was a dream no…, a nightmare I need to wake up! ''my lady! Open your eyes!" "SELENA HELP ME!" "Miss are you ok? Let me help you I'm a trained nurse" t-that voice its ash…..