I close my eyes and imagine myself
In a world of my own
Just to escape from reality
To actually feel calm and relieved
I would walk around this place
Feeling the cool breeze against my hair
Feeling the warm sunlight against my skin
I wished this place existed
I see a group of people
They are my family and friends
I get so overjoyed
And run towards them
But as soon as I reach there
They wouldn't move
When I touch them gently
I realise they are life-sized dolls
I see this world in my imagination
Crumbling and fading gradually
And I find myself
In a place which seemed like hell
I see terrible sights
Of a person left broken
When I see that person's face
I realise she was the old me
I see myself being bullied
Being left out by my own friends
People do not understand me
And I cannot move a limb
I could share my problems
But please open your eyes
Everyone's busy with their own issues
And pretend that they care about yours