"No matter how much I tried convincing myself otherwise, telling myself not to believe, making it seem like it was all a dream, somewhere within I knew this day would come,it was all inevitable.somewhere within me saw this day coming but I never thought it would come this fast and with such excruciating pain ,I Never thought I would loose another friend or did I?.it was all Soo complicated all Soo complex ,what to do now?.cry?.does that always have to be the standing option?. even if I cried from dusk till Dawn would it take my pain away? would it make me be able to relive my past?. ofcourse not ,so why cry?,why the emotions? why give yourself red swollen eyes when there's nothing to do?why do I always have to be so stupid? self-centered?care free?,why do I always have to act not to care,just why? and now look where it all got me , I don't know what to do,I don't know where to go,my mind is leading me to an unknown path, filled with deep water, would I just swim over it,what else do I do?".this is how Rielle felt, because she had put do much trust and love in someone and had gotten heartbroken.
