Stephenia Ivy Alonzo
I couldn't believe it; I mean, really, is it possible? How does it feel to be in love? I don't know. It's just that I never felt it being g in a relationship.
I know how many heartbreaks I have faced, but looking at both of them. It is making me feel that maybe I never deserved those people in my life.
You cannot force someone to love you. You never know what happens next when it comes to love.
But I kinda doubt him.
I am into so much overthinking that I am still doubting, not questioning him or being suspicious about it, but yeah, like actors know How to balance their work life and how they can even act in real life. You never know if they are acting or being natural.
That's why the actors are not my type, and I think she also should, but then I looked at her. She was so happy.
I just felt good and relieved, and then I turned my face in front and caught him staring at me. I couldn't stop but meet eyes with him.
I felt an electric shock. I began to eat, moving my head down. I couldn't believe that he was looking at me.
I don't think you might have noticed it, but yeah, I began to have my food and to my surprise how was my plate full with all the food and I looked here and there just then at him, I couldn't stop but smile and then I continued to have I cannot believe the meat was so tasty and juicy.
I was hesitant to have it because I had to maintain some manners, but the hunger strike took me to the edge, so without thinking anything, I began to have the food.
But yeah, being judged is worst, but usually, I try to save myself from that because right now, I am with people who I don't even know, like I know them on television.
So, while talking, eating and all then, one of Moon's boyfriend's Friends turned towards me and began to ask me questions. His name is Li Zihan.
I was sure about it until I saw that person who was looking at me and said, "Hey, do you also have a boyfriend or something like that!"
I said, "NO, NO, NO! I am not into it. I just don't know anything about it!" I mean a thing, I didn't. I don't know why I was defending myself like I was not into it, and then another guy, his name was Xu (I guess ), told me Calm down. I'm just asking you anyway. Why so nervous? Chill!"
I know he noticed me panicking. After all, I didn't know what was happening, so I explained to them actually I was feeling nervous And then the moon came to me and told me "Don't worry they are all okay they won't harm you for sure"
Yeah I know, I have to feel a little bit. This made me worried. I know I'm just being secretive and trying not to talk.
I opened my mouth and began to speak "
It's like, normally, I am from India, and I have seen you all guys on TV. It's making me nervous.
I mean, then sitting with you and having lunch is a great, big deal." they laughed and Convinced me that it was fine; I could be myself. It's nothing to worry about. Indirectly I guess they are accepting me.
"Why don't you choose someone from here?" Li Zihan asked me.
" I don't know. I don't know that much about this; I'm not!" I replied with a smile and with nervousness again.
And the boy opposite to me, Mingzè Sheng Tao, said, "They are never gonna take this tiny little silly girl!"
I was so angry "What's your problem?" I didn't raise my voice but it was enough to justify I was angry
"What's my problem? I should be the one asking you the same question!" He asked me back
Then Lu Chen said "Wow wow guys! Calm down!"
"Calm down little down fine It's okay Just now make it a good day. Just now, we heard a beautiful love story from our future sister-in-law. So calm down!" Li Zihan said.
I was like "No it's fine. I'm just..!" I couldn't find anything to complete my sentence "like pulling my own leg!" Mingzè Sheng Tao continued. "Yeah Exactly!" I said.
Then everyone began to laugh I glared at Mingzè. I wanted to scold him but now that everyone are in happy mood.
Then we were about to have a different conversation, but we got called for the session, so we had to leave our table after having dessert.