She never mentions his name, like she's afraid that if she does, the emotions she's been harboring for five years will come roaring out.
She is not no one around chase, chase her man row into a street.But she did not agree, she has a scar in her heart, afraid of who touched it will bleed.
Once, Gu Yuan saw her drinking alone, couldn't help but ask: "Sister, are you still not let go?The sky is the limit, why fall in love with a single flower?Aren't you the one who emphasizes rational choice?"
She did not answer, just looked at the moon in the sky and said: "The choice is naturally rational, but love is a feeling, not a choice.I put it down, just can't turn it over."
After the breakup, she never saw him again.
One day, suddenly heard people mention him again, said he got married, the object is his schoolmate in college.She was also indifferent, her heartbeat did not change, the corners of her eyes were not moist, just take the water cup of the hand slightly pause.
She then occasionally dreamed of her twenty-year-old appearance, riding a motorcycle, wearing sunglasses, the back seat is a man holding her.
When she woke up from the dream, she rolled over and pulled the quilt over her head.
Gu Heng's Qingmei
Gu's father, Gu Heng, is a very gentle man, and imagined that the big man sits in the middle of the town, his voice is like a loud bell, he always smiles gently, speaks slowly, does not look half a bit of ruthlessness.
But the Gu family this family, can be stable to today, all rely on his young pair of blood scarred hands, and immovable heart.
He said that he was bad-tempered when he was young, and that he was always angry, and that even his mother couldn't do anything about it.
But everyone remembers that Gu Heng was only twenty-three that year, and when the Gu Clan was in civil unrest, and a few uncles turned over the sky, it was a girl who escorted him out.
Her name was Qiao Yu, and she was Gu Heng's childhood friend.
The two families are friends from the past, grew up together, and their parents have defaulted to their future.
Gu Heng was cold, Qiao Yu was hot; he was in a hurry, she was slow.He does everything in the front, she is in the back to clean up his mess.
The year he went to school, he skipped class, she made up for it; he got into a fight, she invited his parents.When he was written up, she wrote the review for him.
He had always felt that they would just be like that, grow up together, get married together, and live the rest of their lives.
It wasn't like he didn't move, he moved the earliest.
When he was seventeen, he kissed her for the first time, in the dusk at the corner of the stairs.He didn't say love words, he just looked down and asked, "Are you willing to walk with me for the rest of your life?"
Qiao Yu nodded, "Yes."
He always remembered the way she smiled and said "yes" that day.
That was the person he wanted to protect the most in his life.
Then something happened.
Someone in Gu's family betrayed him, and the world changed overnight.Gu Heng was forced into a corner, and Qiao Yu's father was also involved and was taken away.
She cried and said to him, "Brother Heng, I'm leaving."
He said, "Where are you going?I'll give you a ride."
But she laughed, "You can't accompany me on this road.You still have your Gu family."
He wanted to take her to elope, wanted to drop everything and take her away.
But Qiao Yu looked at him, her eyes were still gentle, "Don't be impulsive, stay, it's your life.I don't want anything to happen to you."
"What use is this life if I don't have you?"He growled.
She hugged him gently, "You'll understand later."
Gu Heng later married a gentle and beautiful woman, the current Gu family's mother.
That lady was extremely good to him, virtuous and moderate, a virtuous wife in everyone's eyes.
Together, they raised four children and built a solid family, the couple was in love and nothing went wrong.
But only he himself knows, the softest and deepest place in his heart, buried a person.
He never said the name of Qiao Yu.Even if Mrs. once asked him unintentionally: "Have you ever been in love before?"
He just smiled and shook his head, saying, "Being young and uninformed is nothing."
But that Qingming, he went to the small town by himself.He brought a bouquet of gardenias and stood in front of an unmarked grave.
There was only one sentence on the tombstone: "May you be safe and happy."
He stood for a long time and finally whispered, "Qiao Yu, I remember you."
Gu Heng never told his children that he had a Qingmei.
He had done an impeccable job as a father, husband, and brother.All his life he had been wrapped up in responsibilities as properly as the pages of a book, and had never torn anyone apart.
But he knew in his heart that he had a love affair.
Qiao language was the first stirring of his heart, the deepest throbbing.
He crossed over, married his wife, had children, taught his children, was the head of the family to support the mansion, his life is bright and open.
But he also knows that some people are not not put down, but mention again, will not give up.