Lin Fu's Vermilion Mole
Her name is Lin Fu, she is the main mother of the Gu family and the wife of Gu Heng.
Virtuous, elegant, refined and decent, she is the most admired presence at all the powerful wives' tea parties.She has taught her six children to be disciplined, and the Gu family is well organized inside and out, and is the most stable backing for the family.
She and Gu Heng were a political marriage and each other's salvation.
She loves Gu Heng, never has.
But in her heart, she also hid someone, someone whose name she still doesn't want to mention.
When Lin Fu was young, she wasn't the gentle model she is now.
She was so flamboyant and bright, she loved to wear a red dress and ride a motorcycle, and when she braked at the entrance of the school, she raised the dust, causing the boys to scramble to peek at her.
At that time, she had a high heart and was not for the faint of heart.
Until the boy came into her life.
He was her senior, got into fights, skipped classes, had a bunch of bad records, but was as good-tempered as a cat when it came to her.
"Lin Fu," he stood on the playground and smiled a bratty smile, "You don't frown all the time, you look good when you smile."
She didn't smile, turned around and walked away, but the little flutter in her heart couldn't be contained from then on.
Their time together is not long, but passionate like burning a whole summer.
The first time she skipped class was to accompany him to ride his bike to the countryside to see shooting stars; the first time she learned to drink was on the streets on the night of his birthday.
She had thought that she would run away with him, that she would stay with him, that she would want for nothing.
But fate does not ask for love.When the Lin family was in trouble, her parents decided to join forces to save the situation, she was not even qualified to refuse, he could not be put in danger because of her.
She stood in front of the house and watched the boy being driven out by the family guards, watched him drop the guitar in his hand, watched him call out her name with red eyes.
She bit her lip and stood still.
"Lin Fu, you're so cruel."He said.
She didn't explain, she couldn't.
She just turned back into the door and shut all the memories behind her.
She married into the Gu family, wore a white gown, and watched Gu Heng calmly extend his hand.
On the day of the wedding, Gu Heng asked her, "Are you willing?"
She looked at him for a long time and nodded with a smile, "I'm willing."
Gu Heng treated her well, never interfering with her freedom or asking her to be a good traditional wife.He gave her space and respect.
In the third year of her marriage, her children were born one after another, and she slowly got used to this family and becoming "Mrs. Gu".
She never complained about fate.She was sober.She knew that Gu Heng was hiding someone in his heart, and that they were just two adults who understood each other.
They shared the same responsibilities and the same deep tenderness.In this world, that was enough.
Lin Fu rarely shed tears, nor did she talk about the past.
The most she said to her children was, "Mommy doesn't have any special stories."
But she does.She still occasionally dreamed of the girl in the red dress, sitting on the back of the motorcycle, hugging the man around the waist, laughing all the way through the night wind.
She also occasionally passes through the old town, sees an old piano store, stops for a long time, and says nothing.
She had loved passionately and lost completely.
He was the person she most refused to mention, but also the point of her heart that did not heal the red scar, like a touch of vermilion, bright and can not be erased.
Gu Heng had his green plum, and she had her vermilion sand.
They never questioned each other, and they never probed each other's bottom.
They were the best partners and the most composed companions.
Lin Fu said, "Not every love can blossom, some people, stay in the heart is enough."
Vermilion shouldn't be a scar, it's a proof that it was once blazingly alive.
She really lived a good life afterward, with a husband, children, and family.
She stopped asking about the past, and stopped talking about that teenager to anyone.
But sometimes late at night, she would listen to the rain outside the window and laugh softly.It was as if she heard someone say again, "Lin Fu, you look so pretty when you smile."
Gu Yuan's Love Affair
Gu Yuan, originally he wouldn't be called by this name, according to the rules and ranking, he should be called Gu Qing Yan.But it just so happened that there was a partner in the family who liked to tell fortunes, he was an old friend of Gu's father and mother, and knew that both of them were destined to have a love affair.He then told them to give him a different name, maybe, fifty percent chance that this time he can survive, as long as he does not move, he will not suffer.
The single character, Yuan, is also a good omen.But he still did not escape, although his parents sincerely hope that he really escaped this calamity, his three brothers and sisters did not escape, they do not want to let him also suffer from the pain of lovesickness.
He was so crazy that he left home, so crazy that he went under the knife, so crazy that he didn't come into the house for two whole years; so crazy that he plucked out the tattoos on his body again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again.
He said he wanted to forget something, but was afraid to forget too cleanly, even the pain is not left.
No one knows what happened between them - I don't know who moved his hand first, who bowed his head first, who bit his lip first.All they knew was that later on, Gu Yuan went madder and madder, no reasoning, no rules, even the old gangster rules were torn clean off.
When Gu Shili looked back at him, he only said, "Gu San, one day when Xiao Yuan goes crazy, there's no need to persuade him, just lock him up in a dog cage."
Gu Evening Qiu sighed, "He deserves it."
Gu Changzhao put his knife away in his study and only said, "This is a love disaster."
The name Qi Huaizhi was not known until later.It was his master.
She was three months older than him and overpowered him.He was all wild and honest when he saw her.He did whatever she told him to do, obedient as a dog.But she was also mad, mad to control him, to subdue him so that all he could do for the rest of his life was look at her, listen to her, and beg for her.
The way they love is to rub each other down and then hold them in their hands.
Some people say that's not love, it's devouring each other.But Gu Yuan said it was love.Love to the bone.
"If she tells me to kneel, I will kneel; if she says get lost, I will get lost; even if she tells me to die, I will go with a smile on my face."
Someone asked him if he was crazy.He laughed coldly: "For her, crazy three points is not enough, I am crazy ten percent."