This all felt far too familiar, this girl felt far too familiar
What was I trying to hide?
"THIS, IS, MY CURSE!"
Tye spilling out the lyrics to the song me and Rose were jamming away to.
My mind swinging from fourth to fourth, slamming the beautifully perfect mesh headed faces of the drum kit I was behind as I was elated beyond preparation, screaming at every hit of the sticks in my hand as my head was dead set on keeping the rhythm alive.
Rose, keeping her fingers on the strings, picking away at every note blaring through the speakers from her computer setup
Gods be damned, this was bliss
Next hit, snare and hi hat, four four, occasional flair thrown in for good measure, double kicks galloping two and fro, glancing over at her usual stage ready movements, her graceful yet sporadic movements around the drum kit in front of me.
Hair flowing around her body and guitar as she strummed away with passion and fever, she was beautiful. With every step she took, some would call her a veteran of the stage, despite myself knowing she was still an amateur at best.
Ending the song with a dazed and triumphant bang and clash from our instruments at hand, we panted and sweat in unison.
"WHOA! YES! YOU'RE AMAZING ROBIN! I COULD BARELY KEEP UP WITH YOU!"
Swiftly putting her guitar in hand down and rushing toward me behind her drum kit, slamming her body onto mine as she embraced me, her breasts once again pushing against my face as I sat there, sticks still in hand, sweating profusely from having just finished a four song performance, herself being the instigator to keep going for one more with each song we played
"As always, hehe"
Kissing my neck as she said this, leaving the scent of her saliva on my neck as she pulled away.
"Rose?"
Tye, gesturing for her to come over to him as she looked back, standing in the corner of the room, a serious look on his face as he did, something I usually didn't see from him, calm was his default expression so seeing him like this caught me off guard.
Rose quickly stood up from over me and rushed over to Tye in the background, leaning into his face as he went to whisper something into her ear, what he said was far too faint for me to understand as I was still exhausted beyond belief, playing a drum kit was one thing, playing it in the state I was in right now was most certainly a heart risk to say the least.
"Hey uhm Robin? David's passed out outside so we're gonna make sure he's okay, just uhm, don't break anything in here okay?"
I mean I know I'm cross faded right now but damn girl, of course I'm gonna treat this equipment with the utmost care and gratitude they deserve, I'm not a complete moron.
As they both walked out of the room, I contemplated why they didn't ask me to come with them, maybe because they knew David far better than I did, so they'd know what to say and how to go about helping him recover, something I'd know very little about even if I knew the guy well.
My faded mind wouldn't be of much help to anyone at this point, being able to even play to the beat of a well known song on a drum kit took the life out of me, barely keeping the rhythm in tact through our sudden jam session we just had.
My brain started to ache with all these thoughts trying to force their way into my half cut mind, thinking maybe a change of scenery in rooms would help shut them all off as I stood up to leave both this space and hopefully my mind.
"Ugh, thank God you're still here, I ain't letting that bitch have you all to herself again"
Rebecca, stumbling through the doorway I was about to exit through, bottle of whiskey in her hand, looking like the same bottle that Rose had during the start of the day, her appearance looking absolutely torn apart, her outfit clinging on for dear life as her black loose singlet and jeans were barely holding onto her body, one of her breasts almost fully protruding out from the fabric covering her chest.
Standing just behind the drum kit that was once in front of me seconds ago, having only taken a few steps away before she burst into the room so brazenly, the drunken state she was in was made fully known from the get go.
Stumbling to close the door behind her, slamming it back due to her intoxicated nature, she turned swiftly toward me, almost spilling the remnants of the now near empty bottle in her hand across the floor.
"I…I know I said just friends for now, but fuck it. I want you"
Fumbling her words heavily as she put the bottle in her hand down onto the carpet, lunching toward me, her face now blood red as she grabbed my torso and pulled it toward her own.
No words on my end, no initial thoughts either, well maybe one to start
'I DIDN'T LOSE MY CHANCE!'
But… this felt wrong.
As my thoroughly delayed brain slowly started sending me more and more thoughts, seeing her lean into me, stench of whiskey on her breath, heavy and strained, looking as if she was struggling to even breathe much less stand, clinging onto my shirt, slowly pulling it down with her body weight as she held on, looking up at my face with her beautiful eyes staring right into me.
God those eyes, those searing, blue eyes.
"... Are…Are you okay?"
Gently pushing me away as she went to stand on her own, gaze still fixated on my face after I asked.
"Just shut up and take my clothes off idiot"
Her words, not mine darling
Well, in for a penny in for a pound I suppose.
Gentle was probably a word she'd already thrown to the wayside a while ago, so I wasn't hesitant to quickly bring her back into my grasp, grabbing her black singlet and dragging it up and over her body, exposing her now naked chest in front of me, her small breasts once again exposed in full view, reminding me of a time gone by, now feeling like eons ago, despite it only having been a week since I last laid eyes on them.
Before I could even make a move, she grabbed my head and thrust it onto her left breast, moaning heavily as she did, struggling to keep her feet planted to the floor as she started twitching and swaying around, her voice less than subtle as she groaned with every movement of my lips on her nipples, dictated by her hands grasping the back of my head, clumps of my hair like the reins on a horse's saddle.
Thinking one thought in this current chaos taking place, get this done and quickly, despite wanting to savor every second with this girl, her status of goddess in my mind not being lost on me since we first met, I was still somewhat aware of the environment we were in, any one of the other three still here could and probably would show up at any moment, intoxicated or not, so long as my memory was still active at this time, that demon lurking in the distances of my vastly empty head would slice me bloody if anyone else were to witness what was happening here.
Grabbing her already loose jeans as I pulled them down with haste, buttons having already been undone made it even more convenient as my face was still firmly planted on her breasts, still hearing her sound off with every lick I gave.
Looking down to make sure I had done what I had intended, seeing her black panties in full view underneath, quickly grabbing them and pulling them down to her ankles, her juices now flowing down with them, seeing them drop down with each movement, making my mind suddenly race even faster as I finally reached maximum pulse.
"Who's better huh? Her pussy or mine?"
Suddenly hearing Rebecca ask this within her loud moans and groans, I decided to ignore it for now, answering it might only bring more complications to this already fucked up situation, not to mention the fact that even answering that would be cruel enough for both of our minds.
Pulling my head away from her grasp and lowering it down to her crotch, smelling that familiar scent of bodily fluids as I slowly started pushing my tongue in and around her already soaking wet lips, her legs shaking more violently as she adjusted her grip on my head, grabbing it even tighter than before as her moans got louder.
"Answer the, ugh, fucking question, asshole"
Pulling my head up and away from the inside of her thighs, tilting it toward her face above me, a devilish smirk on her face, drool from her lips spilling down onto her chest as she stared at me with a somewhat ferocious intent, almost intimidating if it wasn't for that drunken smile giving away the game in her head
"Her or me?"
Combination of her's and my own fluids still stringing away from her crotch as I thought of some kind of a way to wriggle my way out of this almost ultimatum like question, I mean how could I simply choose?
The obvious answer my now raging boner would give in order to satiate my desires would be her, but then what about Rose?
She wasn't as obvious in showing her lust for me, well at least not initially, this morning's antics would beg to differ.
I suppose I'll give into the easier answer for now, my mind was boiling hot from desire anyways, I'll leave the real decision making to the sober me come later tonight.
"You, your pussy feels so much better on my cock"
Smile still planted firmly on her face as she started to laugh, her other hand catching her mouth as she tried to suppress it.
"Fuck you're such a dumbass when you're drunk"
Hmph, says you dumbass.
hmph
Ignore them, pin her down and finish this
Standing up and grabbing her shoulders, pulling her down to the carpet beneath us, her head scarcely missing the bottle she left on the floor as I collapsed on top of her, swiftly loosening my jeans and underwear as she lay beneath me, eyes twisted from the intoxication, those beautiful eyes, reeling me in once again, pushing myself inside her as she inhaled deeply, grabbing my head and pushing it onto her chest.
Well, I had experience now, better put it to good use I suppose.
"You…put on a condom right?"
Her faint sentence intertwined with her moans as I started thrusting deeper and deeper inside her, mind now thoroughly blanked out, focusing on the feel of her tight, wet lips gripping on me, harder and harder I pulsed as I held the back of her head for support to my actions, breathing heavily, pulse on overload, the crossfaded nature I was in made my pleasure far more superior than before, something I had never felt even from the highest of highs I had experienced from the substances I had taken before.
Gods be damned, this was purity.
Paying no mind to what she said, or even remembering what she said, I continued on, noise of the outside world being thrown away much like my mind itself, feeling nothing but the sheer pleasure with each hard thrust of my hips, her moans bringing me closer and closer to nirvana, climax was but a few more deep moments away as I felt myself melting into her.
"She feels good right?"
Those words suddenly snapped my mind back to reality, looking to the left of me as I regained some semblance to the world I had since left moments ago whilst being in this girl.
Rose, crouching down, staring at us, near naked and inside each other, Rebecca eventually noticing her as well, rolling her eyes as she did, grabbing my face and pulling it onto her's, kissing my cheek, staring back at Rose, almost as if to brag about what was happening right now.
"Don't worry, you two carry on, Tye's still outside"
Giggling as she went to sit down on the carpet next to us, grabbing the bottle that Rebecca had left, twisting the cap off and drinking the rest of what was left inside without hesitation.
"Bitch I called dibs on the rest of that!"
Rebecca, still underneath me, staring at Rose, just barely getting her sentence across as she struggled to try and move her body off of mine.
I wasn't losing this chance, besides, I said I'd leave all rational thought for my sober mind to come later, why should I have to stop now.
Grabbing her hands and pinning her down again, pushing myself as deep as I could inside her, a sharp inhale as she brought her gaze onto mine, an annoyed and confused expression as I went in closer to kiss her neck, feeling some initial resistance before she inevitably gave into my move, whispering into my ear as she did.
"You're such an idiot"
Rose staring on as I once again clocked out of this reality, keeping on thrusting deep into this goddess below me, her moans now rushing back into my ears fiercely, body heat rising back up as we were one once again, Rose leaning in slightly as we intensified in our movements, sensing her getting closer to my ear as I felt her breath on my skin, heavy and loud as I glanced at her briefly, her face blood red, expression that of a sex fiend, begging to be used just as much as I was using Rebecca, now shaking heavily, voice louder and louder with each movement of my hips as I continued to get closer and closer to the end.
"You're not wearing a condom remember?"
Rose, whispering in my ear as I remembered what Rebecca was trying to ask me when we started.
Being past the point of reason, unable to stop my movements, feeling myself finally reaching a climax I couldn't control, I swiftly pulled away and out from inside her, mind blank as I felt nothing but pure, unadulterated pleasure rush through my body, tilting my head upward, faintly feeling something wrap around me as I pulsed harder and harder with each passing second.
Finally taking a breath as I nearly passed out from the experience, lungs felt heavy as I struggled to regain any and all sense to the situation at hand.
"Haah…Thanks for that…I didn't wanna clean up"
Rebecca sounded off as I slowly looked back down to see what she meant, wincing slightly as I felt a sharp feeling below me.
Rose, mouth firmly planted on my crotch, taking every inch of my cock down her throat, gagging as she slowly slid her face up and off from me, coughing as she leaned away from us. Noticing a pair of pink panties thrown to the side next to where she was sitting, her hands drenched in a thick, clear liquid now running off of her skin, sweat covering her face as she went to regain her breath.
"Wasn't gonna let you have him all to yourself ya meanie!'
Her voice, seductive in tone, her pose even more so as I watched her kneeling down on the carpet, placing her fingers in her mouth, licking clean each one intensely. Myself pulling away from Rebecca as she lay on the floor, panting heavily as her body rocked back and forth, pulsing with each movement, obviously still shocked from the pleasure she had just experienced.
Holding her middle finger up toward Rose as she looked at her with an annoyed expression, eyes darting back and forth toward hers and mine.
"...Assholes"
…Happy?...
Don't start, leave him be
The rest of our antics for the morning went off without a hitch, intoxication firmly settling in for all of us. Tye, having talked with David for around half an hour, brought him back into the fray of our conversations as Rose and Rebecca spoke nothing of what we three had just done.
Music playing in the background, we spoke of the usual ramblings of what the average drunken teenagers would say, reminiscing on past encounters and endeavors. My mind once again slowly lurking into the dark mist that was amnesia, each last sip from the faintly remembered bottle in my hands now but a haze of what once was, swirling away into the nothing that my mind had become, struggling to remember anything past the staple memory of Rose and Rebecca now firmly etched into my mind.
'Try to remember'
8:30 PM, Home
Ah shit, here we go again.
So, perhaps that my mind is now thoroughly aching from a time just had, how about we actually do a proper recap?
None of that jumpcut bullshit, we're of sound enough mind to not leave you guys in suspense, at least I hope not, hopefully, however I do apologize for any slight holes in my memory, I was thoroughly far gone by the time I managed to make my way back home, however I even managed to do that is a question now burning in my mind, but regardless…
'WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?!'
Okay, let's not freak out, keep it together. By now this ain't your first rodeo, it's only been a week since you've felt this way before anyways. You should be well aware of this feeling by now, let's just… Try and piece those memories back together, you're used to this, sort them out and get the bigger picture into the frame.
It happened again. Only this time it was different. Wait, it happened twice in one morning, wait twice?!
Okay deep breaths, calm and composed, keep that frail mind of yours at ease before he shows up again… Shit, he's gonna kill me for this, oh god he's going to murder me for this. I can already feel my brain splitting in half from his inevitable arrival, ridicule and disappointment are going to be flooding in any second now, any god damn-
'CALM ROBIN!'
Right, right, sorry. Ahem, deep breaths… Okay, maybe I've got it in me to at least try to figure this out now before it's too late.
Not only did this feel far too familiar, all of their faces a blur in my past vision before all of this had transpired, knowing no context as to how or why, or at least forgetting the reasons for me vaguely knowing them. But more importantly was what had just happened.
Rose, Rebecca. Why did they let it happen at all? Rose seeming like she got some kick out of witnessing us have sex, seeing her friend buck naked as our bodies were glued together, her underwear thrown aside making it evident that she was taking some third hand pleasure in being a spectator, her sudden latch onto myself as I had finished making it more so apparent.
Then there was Rebecca, having stumbled in like she did in the first place, drunk beyond cognition, sure, but her adamant use of the word friend from our previous encounters had my mind racing with questions as to why she'd drastically changed her mind. I mean, had I earnt that opportunity? What had I done to deserve her attraction? Those lustful eyes, sexual intent once again thrown into my gaze.
…Shit, he's back.
OH? QUESTIONS?
YOU FAILED TO RESPECT THY STATUS PRIOR
I'LL LET THOU SUFFER YOU COCKY FOOL
MORONIC THROUGH AND THROUGH
SUFFER AND WALLOW IN THOUGHT
Great, no stopping you is there? Ugh, fine. Tear me limb from limb, my mind hurts regardless, couldn't stop you even if I tried
So many ravenous thoughts breached the thin defenses of my mind, something he no doubt revealed in, enjoying every second of my suffering like a torturer playing with their victim, pulling teeth out and ripping nails apart with each movement of the cogs in my head, now made rusted and frail with the searing hangover making its presence known slowly but surely.
'You're mine, don't forget that'
Arun, did I have some connection to him before?
Ugh, so many questions. Leave me be already.
THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR LETTING HER TAKEOVER YOU IDIOT
Hey, she came onto me man! Cut me some slack for god's sake, if anything I'm the victim here!
Nevermind, let's try and keep our composure here like we said I would, let's just… sit forward and think rationally about all this.
'Think'… hmph, yeah he'd like that wouldn't he? To trap me in an endless cycle of thought, clinging onto each word uttered in my head and tearing it to shreds almost instantly, forcing me to start over.
"As per usual"
…Guess I've gotta show you, running man…
…While she's gone
.. Wh-0010032
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737493.WMA
May 23rd, 9:00 PM
"Lets fuck it up, bitch!"
"Seriously dude, you're a worry"
My mind was completely disoriented. The bottle hit me like a slug shell onto my skull, blowing out all thought and rationality.
God, this was bliss.
"Hey Tye, have you seen that bitch Michelle? She wanted to see me tonight"
Beyond his usual demeanor, he turned his head toward the distance, a familiar face struck me like lightning, seconds passed from the flash.
Tye's face now full of concern toward me as this other face walked toward me with full intent of anger, looking intently with rage.
A swift yet painfully sharp slap hit me as she laid her hand on my face, reeling back as she did.
"Fucking asshole! I was here for you!"
Emergency protocol activated
"I knew that. I just wanted to see if you were still here for me"
Her face blushed as those words exited my mouth, looking at me.
"...Well good!"
"Oh you know he doesn't mean it Michi, break his balls and come back!"
-MEMORY ERROR: 0032.64-
"Sex? No, never"
"You sure? She's right there?"
"
…No?"
"Fuck her Robin"
"Fucking ruin her"
No. I mean, no. God no. I mean…
"
I won't ask again"
DON'T YOU DA-
"FUCKING SHUT UP BITCH"
-PLAYBACK ERROR. INSUFFICIENT MEMORY-
…Ugh you really are a nuisance aren't you?
OH LEAVE HIM YOU FOUL THOUGHT
I told you I would let him know
…I'M TRYING TO-
What? Spare him? Don't make me laugh
OH HE'LL KNOW, HE WILL REMEMBER
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